The Skin You Are In

We got the opportunity to peep through the lens of the INTENTIONAL BEHAVIORS at the highest level of government. So these are not your Everyday People. Sly And The Family Stones message of inclusion, “we got to live together”, hasn’t worked in all these years. The Neurological behaviors took a back seat and learn to take notice of their environment. I call that making progress. Getting NLD Syndrome to interact more with their environment and become more sociable would take them out of the stigmatizing category of being socially incompetent. Every characteristic of NLD Syndrome could be compared and contrasted to the intentional behaviors of the real crazies from the opposite end of the spectrum. NLD Syndrome came out smelling like a rose. Why! People diagnosed with NLD Syndrome do not wish to fail. The opposite end of the spectrum rallied in failure 42 Times and then some. The language changed along with the behaviors. It didn’t matter if the intentional behaviors were wrong. Those rotten Intentional Behaviors got away with their crimes and sins at least for now. Do you think it was because of money and the skin you are in? The one lens analogy on eyeglasses demonstrated faulty perception. We Needed An Interpreter to give clarity to What’s Going On. Even Marvin Gaye knows a war was not the answer but only love could conquer hate. The key players and war dogs/neo-cons at the opposite end of the spectrum haven’t done well this concept of Love and Happiness. Al Green like it and Edwin Starr would tell the war dawgs, “War what is it good for__Absolutely Nothing.” You are always Welcomed To My Blog. It will help give you a jumpstart. If that isn’t enough knock on the door and do an About Face and see how I got through my hunger pains and the motivation to proceed forward. There is always someone at Home. Make sure you knock hard enough because once you step through the door you will learn and I hope you continue to read more.

Well, the opposite end of the spectrum had an interpreter but he was also very misleading. You really need to be careful who is deciphering your information. You could end up in Russia. They might just have their own agenda to steer a person in the wrong direction. The opposite end of the spectrum misleading misinformation was to throw you off your game or take advantage of a person’s who can’t put all the pieces in place to get a whole picture. You no longer had to figure out what a person thought. Reading between the lines became obsolete. The abstract became concrete. Certain agencies with all of their spying became discreet.

Whether or not it was mental stability or mental illness it boiled down to the skin you are in. It didn’t matter if you were atheist, Catholic, a woman, an immigrant, latino, black or from the LGBT community. It didn’t matter if you were recognizable or unrecognizable. It is TIME for everyone to put on their choir robe and stand up and sing, “What Different Does It Make.” Can we get past the skin you are in?

Folks at the highest level of government got away with grandiose BS. They kept their jobs, got paid for doing absolutely nothing, vacation all the TIME and was awarded for their horrible Intentional Behaviors. They had me singing Rose Royce, Car Wash. All of a sudden Affluenza Syndrome rolled up on the scene and closed the umbrella down on Asperger, Autism, PDD, and other exceptionalities. Affluenza was rolled out as having so much money and influence. The person felt uncomfortable, wasn’t motivated, felt guilty and isolated. The rich became bored so they go out and kill someone. A judge comes along and declares this fictitious disorder kept the person from understanding the consequences of their behavior because they are too D.. rich. Unbelievable! NLD Syndrome was never on the Autism Spectrum. Now it is TIME to point out after 41 years of NLD Syndrome not making its way to the DSM 5 we have arrived on ELYSIUM. A make believed disorder, Affluenza, got recognition and got folks off the hook. It will never happen with NLD Syndrome or any other exceptionality.

Did I say ELYSIUM? The affluent and G money dawgs took it away and stole mental illness, healthcare and made off with the list. Transportation was blocked and reaching for the stars seemed impossible with a bully at the helm. The wealthy failed to realize killing is a no-no. Writing a check on a human life taken out is pretty D.. low. Whew! Straight up! Was it the color of the skin you are in? For the Elite-Si-Un-Nites, it is TIME to realize our world has changed into a broader spectrum of Black to Brown to Beige. The skin you are in should not determine the TIME served or “The Chair” the judicial system thinks one deserves. You know “THE CHAIR” has been a hot seat for the Master Mind of Design. Due to the nature of his abilities to be calm and laid back he did not blow himself up with his Nuclear Option. 🙂 As the Brain would say, “I don’t mind a step by step procedure as long as you do not leave out the major provisions. I would say, “Sweet potato pie isn’t any good without the sweet potatoes.” What did you get? Did you notice the skin the Brain was in? Run and get your choir robe and sing it with me again, “What Difference Does It Make.”

Jody Foster should take home two awards. My girl came out big pimping the Whitest suit I have ever seen portraying a pissed off Ann. Jody Foster showed what a Bratty A.. rich society thinks about the poor and the middle class. I pulled out my iPod and began to listen to Stevie Wonder’s Living For The City. What was Annie up to? Ann was so determined to overthrow the Brain and seize the “The Chair.” Once again her Boy on a failed mission had lost “THE CHAIR” and gave away his signature plan. We saw who won and we know who cares. Finally, the Brain said it. Yes! We are back on earth again and Spike Lee could have made ELYSIUM in Massachusetts and saved on his budget. It is going to be hard for the Elite-Si-Un-Nites who failed to unite. Spike Lee can be angry at me instead of Tyler Perry. I hope their disagreements got squashed.

2014 has arrived. Are you ready to connect the dots and bridge the gap? If you are coming to this blog for the first TIME and you have no clue about NLD Syndrome we need to go in search of the list. Almost every characteristic of NLD Syndrome was mirrored by the opposite end of the spectrum Intentional Behaviors. We got a closer look at rudeness, poor judgment, disorganization, naiveness, decision-making, and not being able to adapt to changes. We know who are Ruthless People. We know who gets blamed for ruthlessness. We know who did not care about failure and it wasn’t who you think. NLD (Nonverbal Learning Disabilities) a Neurological Syndromes with Unintentional Behaviors sat back and observed from the Flip Side Of The Chart and was totally amazed. The opposite end of the spectrum showed their monkey A.. and stole the list. What was on that list? What person or persons do you know Rocked the List in 2013? It is Time to find out The Truth About NLD Syndrome And Who It Resembles. What Skin Are You In? Time to go in search of the list.

Change__Acronym Baby

What’s that you got in your hand? It is a piece of stone with the word CHANGE carved into it. You didn’t steal it out of the Rose Garden. NO! Look, Newt Gingrich. Don’t even compare me to that toxic regenerating lizard. He belongs to the salamander family. NO! He belongs back in the water because his A.. has spent too much TIME on dry land. When newts are in the water they are breeding. Hell! He had three wives. I don’t care about Newt Gingrich. Did he CHANGE? NO! Now, who is sounding like NEWT? Okay, you got me. Are you going to make a story out of this stone? The story has already started. What! It started with the word CHANGE. Did the Republican Party CHANGE? Well, they changed for the worst. What would be the Acronym Baby for their Change?

C-Corruption and obstruction of the government failed to make it right for
WE THE PEOPLE (Congress, GOP, and the horrible Pee Partiers). Normal Folks!

H-Hatred for the PRESIDENT and anyone or anybody that was of a
different race had a different lifestyle or religion.

A-Anger that never ceased to exist and prevented this Party from moving FORWARD.

N-Nigger is the mindset of the GOP because of their Hatred under the letter H.

G-Guns were chosen over the lives of our children, adults and family members.
Not one bill passed by Congress for a plain and simple background check.

E-Egotistical maniacs that serve their purpose and their pocketbooks only.

This is not CHANGE. Exactly! This is the real AUTOPSY. A dead Party who could not accept CHANGE. The opposite end of the spectrum thinks this is CHANGE but what they failed to realize the Four Tops would sing It’s The Same Old Song with a different meaning since you’ve been gone. Who left and what CHANGED? The GOP left. Ousted by themselves, the GOP did not have the balls to stand up for what they truly believed in. The world CHANGED and Inclusion was accepted. This Party could not accept. What is it the GOP could not accept? Their A.. is not the only color in the Crayola box and they are not the only flavor at Baskin Robbins. Crayola extended their colors and Baskin Robins has new editions. Baskin Robins has limited editions for seasonal changes. CHANGE is powerful. Look at the CHANGE coffee made. Look at the variety of flavors and the colors. Now I don’t have to worry about a person spilling hot coffee all over me. I will be mad if they spilled my cold mocha frappuccino. Are you ready to take it to the FLIP SIDE OF THE CHART? YE-AH!

What do you want people to know about your Change__Acronym Baby? First I was shocked when you put Nigger down on the paper. Right! Right! Chris Matthews was shocked too but me using the word LIAR probably got on his nerves more. Saying the word Nigger is too much for the media to bear. A heavy price comes with this word. It is hard to digest in print. Do you know a big struggle for people with NLD, OCD, Asperger, and other exceptionalities are putting their thoughts on paper? It has to do with one’s ability not being able to write (dysgraphia) and the organization of one’s thoughts. It is murder for the CREW on the FLIP SIDE OF THE CHART to even think about writing. If a person put too much pressure on the pencil the lead will break or the pencil markings on the paper will be so dark it looks as though the person is drawing. You sure don’t have a problem with putting it on paper. It reminds me of a song by ANN NESBY and AL GREEN, Put It On Paper. Does the song have anything to do with writing? NO! Gotcha! I’ll Take You There with what CHANGE means to me. Go head, Mavis Staple. SHUM-ON-NOW!

C-Communicate the message of Day cannot exist without Night. Happy cannot exist
without Sad. Right cannot exist without Wrong. Weak cannot exist without
Strong. One cannot exist in the same mode all the TIME without being labeled,
stereotyped, and tagged disabled.
The FLIP SIDE OF THE CHART is the state of the art which
demonstrates to the opposite end of the spectrum the INTENTIONAL BEHAVIORS of
the GOP, Republicans, Pee Partiers, are not smart. Is this your norm? Oh, fart!

H-Humaneness is an area that our CREW has trouble with. Not being able to put
oneself in another person shoes makes one unable to relate to people’s hurt/
pain. Through the lens and in the reflection of the mirror people view the
CREW as insensitive, mean, rude, and insane. Isolation is NO gain. It is the
worst of a mental an emotional drain.

A-Achievement takes TIMES. We become frustrated when our behaviors
implode/explode. Our behavior will never improve if you don’t understand
the burden of our mental load. Abandonment only leaves us with no hope. So
you decided to hand us a noose on a rope.

N-Narcissism is not written down in our book. We could not decipher our image
after we took a look. Selfishness, vanity, and pride is a blank slate. The
criticism of our self-esteem can be destroyed by our loved ones, family,
friends, and mates.

G-Gaffes or social blunders is the kill all of the kill all. People cannot
believe we blurt out the wrong words and it makes us appear small.
It was hard for Chris Matthews to believe Mike Turzai would come out and give
the secret sauce away. From this day forth horrible views were displayed.
Government officials said anything and everything about the people and the
PRESIDENT. What was said was said and it was truly meant. Were they done?
NO! Are we Done? Yes! The rejection has been massive and this is no fun.

E-Effort has taken on a unique appearance in this blog. These stories put on
WORDPRESS can help MENTAL ILLNESS from being dismissed and flogged. The worst
of the behaviors just couldn’t resist. It has been proven by the highest level
of government officials INTENTIONAL BEHAVIORS will always exist. Yes, it is so
wrong to lock away the meek, ill, less fortunate, and downright poor. The
behavior of government officials must be struck down forever more. UNINTENTIONAL
BEHAVIORS has paid the highest price. Compared to the power of the so-called
Normal Folks in our government it has been a tremendous sacrifice.

Whooh! You have come a very long way. I have a longer road to travel. I have learned so much about myself. I think what is really important to me is more people should learn too. There are so many people out there who are scared and too afraid to hold the conversation on any type of mental disorder. They haven’t got a clue of what is wrong with them. If they decide to seek help and get diagnosed they got some question they can ask. I hope they will turn to this blog for some answers. It is a start. What is your Acronym for CHANGE NLD MOM/cancer survivor?

I saw it with my own eyes. I rub the stone. It came to pass. No person snatched off the stage by the SANDMAN. Every person there had a story to tell which ended with success. A Network stepped Out Of The Shadows to bring the people and our nation HOPE. The greatest teaching tool of all TIME. MSNBC Advanced The Dream three-folds. In the darkest hours of our trials and tribulation Phil Griffin, President of MSNBC went BOLD, BIG and All The Way Live. Lakeside would have loved this. I want to send a special thank you to the following:

Reverend Al Sharpton
Magic Johnson
Tyler Perry
Condoleezza Rice
Cory Booker
Stevie Wonder
Sallie Krawcheck
Lisa Price
Michael Eric Dyson
Ron Blaylock

ADVANCED THE DREAM demonstrated that CHANGE can be a CHALLENGE for us all. We can CHANGE. We will be CHALLENGE. We can SUCCEED by AWAKENING THE DREAM inside of us. NLD MOM/cancer survivor

Eddie On The Corner

The story I’m about to tell you opened doors for me and has changed my life forever. It was the summer of 1993. The music industry had changed over to gangster rap. The three of us were Inseparable like Natalie Cole’s song. We were not getting in touch with our feminine side. Dwayne Miller, we called Baby Boy because he never seemed to age. Tyrone Fulton, we called Tonto because he was the opposite of faster than a speeding bullet. I was called Luscious Larry, named after my father who was the player of all players in our neighborhood. My real name is Larry Beard. As a group, we call ourselves the Nighthawks. We hung tight and we had each other’s backs. Our parents made it clear if dark catches you out past midnight you better have an alibi.

The Nighthawks loved music. Baby Boy and I could switch to any kind of music but Tonto only liked Old School Music. Baby Boy would sometimes get frustrated with Tonto but it was all good. I found a way so we didn’t squabble over who listened to what. I knew one day we would be larger than Boyz II Men. Personally, I wanted to follow in BabyFace’s footsteps. Baby Boy wanted to be like Notorious B.I.G. Tonto’s favorite old school singer is Stevie Wonder. He said Stevie has lasted a LIFETIME.

Tonto would always arrive late. It didn’t matter if he had a watch on. His TIME was always off. Baby Boy would always play his music first. By the TIME Tonto arrived he didn’t have any rap music to listen to. I would always hang loose or wait until I got home so I could play anything I wanted to hear. After we got through our music session, Tonto always seem calmer and wouldn’t fly off the handle at people. It was hard for Tonto to understand when people said things in a smart or sarcastic manner. We later discovered music was like therapy for Tonto. Baby Boy would get very defensive if anybody tried to crack on or make fun of Tonto. Whenever Sammy and his crew came around I could see Baby Boy’s jaw tightening and he would stand real close to Tonto. Sammy knew not to say anything crazy about Tonto. Sammy was always up to no good. He looked like that poison bottle with the skull and two bones going through the skull’s head. Yeah, he was Dr. Death. He had more secrets than the Pentagon. Everybody in the neighborhood was told to steer clear of Sammy. He wasn’t trying to do anything with his life except to try to pull the next good life down. We renamed him, Satanic Sammy.

We would leave our music session and go down to Mrs. Val’s corner store. This store had every type of candy and fruit drink you could imagine. It even had EDDIE the town drunk. The strange thing about EDDIE ON THE CORNER, none of us had ever seen him with a bottle on his side. I often wondered why Mrs. Val never chased Eddie off. Mrs. Val was like sweet strawberry licorice. She was kind to all the kids. She really took to Tonto. It was strange how she knew what candies to choose for him. It was like Tonto had some extra feelers on his tongue that would not allow him to eat specific items. He would have a terrible reaction. The next thing you knew whatever was in his mouth was headed your way.

The problem started 2 years later with the Nighthawks. Some new boys moved in the neighborhood. Sammy knew not to mess with Tonto but that didn’t keep him from setting up the New Kids On The Block. He dared them to go tease Tonto. They would whisper in Tonto’s ear some strange message he never revealed to me or Baby Boy. We saw Tonto’s behavior change dramatically. Once you told Tonto something bad it was hard for him to move on. His anger would increase and before we could start our music sessions, Tonto would want to go down to Mrs. Val’s store and pick on EDDIE. He began picking on EDDIE at least two to three TIMES a week. He never told us what was said. We did not know how to get through to him. We finally ask Mrs. Val to talk to Tonto. She got through to him. Baby Boy and I did not question Mrs. Val at all. We were so happy that Tonto made a decision to back off of Eddie. Something changed for Tonto. I wished he would open up and tell us what those boys had said to him.

It was time for our music session. This Time Baby Boy was late. I kept checking my watch. Tonto’s mother, Ms. Ernestine showed up. My kneecaps tightened and my legs felt weighted. She said there had been a shooting and she would give me more details once we got to the hospital. Baby Boy found out what Satanic Sammy had the new neighborhood boys tell Tonto. Before Baby Boy died of his gunshot wounds he told me what happened and to promise to watch out for Mrs. Val, EDDIE ON THE CORNER, and Tonto. He never mentioned taking care of Ms. Ernestine.

The timing was bad. Tonto was getting ready to go off to college. He decided to stop by Mrs.Vals and take one more shot at EDDIE. To his surprise, EDDIE was gone. There was a very well dressed man on the corner. He handed him a card and the name Edward Morrison appeared. It had Mr. Morrison’s email address and cell phone number. The man told Tonto to get in touch with his father. Tonto was really angry. He could not hold the secret any longer. He confronted his mom and wanted to know why she would tell him that his father died in the War. She was disturbed and in more ways than one. She couldn’t explain herself out of this one. Tonto came to the house and told me what happened the night Baby Boy got shot. He was told that EDDIE ON THE CORNER was his dad.

I was asked to go with him to find his father. He handed me the card. The name looked familiar but I couldn’t be sure if it was THE EDWARD MORRISON.

Satanic Sammy’s mother and Tonto’s mother were once best friends. Ernestine had gotten pregnant by Tonto’s father. She was a shame because he had several learning problems. He never could understand or get along with any of her friends except for Paula, who was Satanic Sammy’s mother. Paula is dyslexic. She hid for many years. She never revealed to Ernestine that she was dyslexic in fear their friendship would end. So Paula ended the relationship with Ernestine and continued her friendship with EDDIE ON THE CORNER. Paula later went to work for Edward Morrison Institute.

Well, we reached Morrison Institute and we sat outside in the lounge. Mr. Morrison came out to greet us personally. Tonto turn around and said to me, this is the man in the suit at the corner of Mrs. Val’s store. I looked at Tonto. I looked at him. Tonto couldn’t see that he looked like Edward Morrison. Mr. Morrison smiled and explained why Tonto could not recognize his face. EDDIE ON THE CORNER was Mr. Edward Morrison of Morrison Institutes. He is the owner and CEO of 35 learning institutions around the world. He specialized in Nonverbal Learning Disability. Mrs. Val is Tonto’s Grandmother. I was asked by Tonto’s father to come in and trained to head up one of Morrison Institutes. Tyrone Fulton, a.k.a Tonto is now following in his father’s footsteps.