Monthly Archives: January 2017

The Package_HotSpot II

Let’s find out what’s in The Package. Are you sure R. Kelly has nothing to do with this box? Absolutely! Eric!  I’m the only one that can call her Eric, just a friendly reminder.  To the rest of you Herefords, Whores, and Hussies, it is Erica to you.  I can call the Drag Queen something else but I will give her a pass since Erica spent most of her life in and out of prison. D**n Girl!  Bring it on in and show the Drag B***h some love. You can call Ru Paul for me.   Society never showed me anything but a jail cell. That was not a good treatment plan. I had more pills in my medicine cabinet than Imelda Marcos had shoes.  Before I cut the bow I just like to reiterate my struggle with Ano-sog-no-sia a Severe Mental Illness (SMI). You girls thought I was a selfish, rude, and an ungrateful Drag Queen B***h.  People viewed me as having the I NUCLEUS Syndrome.  The center of the world was all about me and nobody else mattered. Hell, I thought everyone was like me. I did not know I had a problem.  You know what, I thought that too. Thank you for straightening me out. I said that about you in the first story. See. I misjudged you all those years. That’s what happens when you are not informed or educated about mental illness.  I couldn’t feel or even begin to put myself in their Red Bottoms. Girl, you got some Red Bottoms?  Hell No! They are some pretty D**N good knockoffs.  Okay, they are not even knockoffs. Maxine painted the bottom of my shoe red. What! Shut Up! Maxwell, excuse me, I know you Queens are sensitive about your names. Maxine is so creative. Baby Girl, I don’t know about creative but the rent had to be paid. Maxine made a killing off of those shoes. What if it rains or snow?  I don’t know what kind of sealant Maxine put on those shoes but my shoes never bleed. Who wears their designer shoes in the rain?  Did you ever wonder why Maxine move from city to city and state to state?  Girlfriend was brilliant. No! Maxine didn’t want to get her A** beat for scamming people. Hey, protecting ones A** is brilliant.

Oh God! We totally got sidetrack. Check this out. Anosognosia (Ano-sog-no-sia) is recognized in people with Strokes, Alzheimer’s, Brain Tumors, Huntington Disorder and most recently NLD Syndrome. For some reason, it was not recognized in people with Schizophrenia and Bi-Polar disorders. Several neurological disorders come with the Package of Anosognosia. Dementia is included in the box along with Parkinson Disease. What really pisses me off is people think being transgender is a disease. Even worse Black and transgender is off the chain mentally challenge. When I go to the doc he has this expression on his face like I’m really sick. I’m sitting there thinking, “Is it my eyeshadow or my lipstick?”  It takes a true artist to put 24 shades of eyeshadow around the eye. Baby, I’m not working with a lot of space. Hey, maybe your doc is jealous and he really wants to come out. You do look fabulous. Connie! Close it down.  It couldn’t be my breath because I keep my Altoids with me. Those mints are strong. Is my presence too much for the doc?  The last session doc and I had was terrible. He asks me what did I want to discuss. I told him he never talks about race and gun violence. I wasn’t worried about what I am labeled. My concern is real life issues when I walked out the door of his office and people stare, curse at me, and bully me. Hell, I’m not worried about his Trumped Up diagnosis of Schizophrenia. I’m worried about getting my Black A** killed. Paranoid No! HotSpot Connectivity. Hell Yell.  I talk to myself because there is no one else to talk to. People ask me why I do what I do.  Isn’t that song by Christopher Williams?  Guess who wrote it and starred in the video. Get out of here! You know what? I’m going to make this my RAPID RESPONSE and tell Michael Moore to weigh in. Tell that good-looking knight, Sir Lawrence, to jump in and add his 50 Cent. Before you ask Nadine, it is not that 50 Cent. I bet not find out this Psych Baby voted for the President-Elect. His office is going up in flames. Did I say that? I did not hear any voices that came straight out of my mouth. Sounds like somebody else we know. Here we go! Let’s cut the bow.

Where is Francis? She is running a little late. Yeah, like 5 years. What! When is the last time you talk to Francis?  I haven’t.  Jeannine, her sister,  always tell me Francis is doing fine and the kids are okay. She likes her space and privacy. Frances doesn’t have much space and no privacy. She is in jail.  Jeannie has the kids. What happened! She stabs Marcus. Well, not directly. She talked someone else into doing it. I told her about that Charlie Manson BS years ago. Ms. Drag B**ch by Proxy. Okay, for all the people who cannot LOOK and LEARN, Charlie Manson is the perfect example.  Mr. Mind Control of Murder by Proxy committed the crime in 1969 and still doing time. Here it is 2017 and he is still locked up. Tax dollar waste baby. Know This! Do not try any acts of violence today. You will not be so lucky.  I hope you make bail the next day, court or come out alive.  It didn’t work for Charlie Manson it will not work for you. Charlie is alive. The consequences are grave. Girlfriend you are hard on the justice system.  I will say this again.   Me, Erica, not Sammy, is the Black Drag Queen B***ch with Schizophrenia. I was incarcerated not put in a mental institution but jailed. I did not have a bracelet like people with diabetes to get medical help if something goes wrong. A bracelet with schizophrenia would have been stolen. Why would you say that? Who in hell in the prison system knows about all these different diagnoses.  Negro Please! Just a friendly reminder to let you know the stats are there in the first story.  Pay attention!  People with Mental Illness and Severe Mental Illness do not get special treatment. They are not excused and highly criminalized.  Let me cut this D**n bow before my scissors slip and we have another stat for the New Year.  You know how it happens. People’s guns go off on New Years and they ACCIDENTALLY get the opportunity to shoot the person they wanted to shoot for years. Didn’t we have a Vice-President who accidentally shot his hunting buddy? It wasn’t New Years. Maybe he couldn’t wait.   Remember Ladies! No anger up in the house just Love.  Bring it on in.

Erica, are you okay. Is that a tear I see coming from your eye. Girls, this is too much. What! Look! It’s a turd key ring. Remember Mr. Hanky from South Park. Ahhh No! He was the Sh*t in the toilet who change the minds of people religious views on Christmas Day. It was Kyle’s friend. He never showed up when Kyle tried to make his family, friends, and associates see him. Kyle ended up in an institution diagnosed with schizophrenia.  Thank God he wasn’t put in jail.  I guess this key ring is perfect for you Erica. You are schizophrenic and you have a lot of friends that are pieces of Sh*t.  At least I have friends. Yeah, and most of them are in your head. Are you my friend Nadine?  Yes, I’m your friend. Well, ladies, that being said Nadine is the biggest piece of Sh*t I know. Happy New Year to you Bi-atch! Okay, ladies Calm down. If you were paying attention those turds begin to pop up everywhere. I saw a Turd Emoji in CVS. Pharmacy with a happy smile.  I went to Target and a large chair was made into a Turd.  JC Penny had a turd bank. Sooo! Your point is?  Sh*t is popping up everywhere.   There are 15 days before the Inauguration and Sh*t is all over the map.  That is not in my mind. People see it and feel the anxiety and depression from the days to come.  Whose walking in our shoes now? Look at the expression on Mika Brzezinski face.  Her emoji doll shows ultimate shame. Joe Scarborough was Father Time Line handling his Tweets calling out Sopan Deb. Joe straight up called Sopan a LIAR.  Sopan Deb should go work for Fake News CNN.  No! Gorgeous Ari would say LIAR CNN NEWS. Have Mercy! Joe won the Pissed Off of the year emoji doll award for dissing a racist.  HotSpot Connectivity elevated. Andrea Mitchell looks totally washed out.  Mitchell should have her own emoji doll.  If you could not read pain on a person’s face you can now. Written all over her face is total disgust. Isn’t that a song by Rude Boys. Yes! May I continue. Nadine Mind Dots connects to music.  Nadine is one of the patients in Oliver Sack’s book.  There is more Erica. Go ahead. Oh My God! Oh My God! I heard Girlfriend say shellacked.

It makes me want to cry. You know Girlfriend has been a real trooper and one hell-of-a cheerleader. All of us at this celebration carries a Yellow Pen. Well, Smokey got carried away. We all went out one night. We were sitting at the bar so we decided to share what the Knights of the Roundtable had taught us. Smokey whips out and X-ACTO KNIFE. I look across the table and see several WHITE  people picking up their cell phones and dialing. Ahh, Sh*t.  We are going to jail tonight. I grabbed her A** and all 6 of us ran for the door and jumped in Connie’s Mazda CR-9.  Ha! Ha!  Michael Moore this was a mandatory Raid Response. 🙂 So I asked Smokey what-the-hell was she thinking about.  She said Babygirl showed her how to get rid of information because you couldn’t trust the BLACK PEN to hide the info. Did BabyGirl tell you not to pull a stunt like that in a predominately WHITE neighborhood? It looks as though you were drawing out a weapon.  We learned the strategy for when we go places with Smokey. We MUST ALWAYS keep bail money.  She sent It. Oh, My God! She did not forget me. Share Girlfriend! A Package of information. I know it will help me write my next story.  Breathtaking! What!  THESE NUTS. They really are nuts. Maybe in your mind Connie they are NUTS. I’m schizophrenic and I will leave it there.   To the real media, Knights of the RoundTable who are the FACT CHECK BABIES and  FLAME-THROWERS of hope, Press On.

Happy NEW YEAR :)k

The Package__Hotspot

The parking lot was so crowded. I sat in the car wondering if I needed to go to the store to pick up the last items for the New Year gathering. Next thing I recall a guy was knocking on the window pointing at the handicap sign. I reached into the glove compartment and pulled out my blue hang thang. He smiled and gave me a thumbs up. I hadn’t noticed before but the handicap sign had a young boy standing on crutches.  The sign said, ” Remember Me, Keep It Free.” Hotspot! Connectivity!  Yes, my Wi-Fi went into full mode and ten bars were lit. 🙂  The longer I stared at the sign I begin to see the face of the President-Elect, Poot-Butt Putin, BeBe Netanyahu.  Word to the Mother. We definitely got to ” Remember Me, Keep It Free.”   Those brothers are desperately trying to destroy our Democracy. Whew!  let me get out this D**n car.

The time is 2:47 pm. Hold Up! The time may not seem important to the readers but let me throw down a line on TIME.  Tic-Toc goes the clock and frustration are mounting. I got a lot of tasks to complete before the party jumps off.  Time lies in the House of Mind Organization. What happens when your thoughts or disorganized? People of the world you are not working off a TIME CLOCK.  Whatever was scheduled for today or down the road is not going to happen. You want a TOOL to deal with. Tool This!  What was on the Schedule when Don King appeared outside the boxing arena?  Are you getting any of this? Who hasn’t attended any Presidential Briefings?  Get Real! A Scheduled in the hands of a Disorganized Mind and a Tweeter.  Do you think Tweeting is habitual? Think again.  You really don’t know why the President-elect trust Poot-Butt Putin? Wow! It is really Time for the world to be open and focus on Mental Illness.  Neurologists had the low down over 100 years ago. Psych babies just got the news in the last 25 years. What does that tell you?  We need to take a much closer look at the window of SMI (Severe Mental Illness).  Play It Again Sam.  Brought to you by letter A the Tool to help unlock some doors is Anosognosia (Ano-sog-no-sia).

My mind began to percolate.  What runs through your mind when you talk to the conspiracy theorist? Hmm! How many people think they are followed by the FBI or God is speaking to them in Voices they hear?  How many people don’t recognize they are mentally or severely mentally ill? Just think about the people who are told they are mentally ill and don’t take medicine because they think they Don’t Have A Problem.  Before mankind starts shoveling out pills I strongly feel we need to address Mental Illness openly.  We should not make folks feel guilty, shame, or humiliate them. Education is key.  This is not what people choose to be. Mental Illness is not a Choice.  Denial of an illness is psychological in origin.  Ano-sog-no-sia is caused by physical brain damage and related to body structure/anatomy (anatomical origin).

The Time now is 3:16 pm.  I better run to the store and get my Mrs. Shebert dinner rolls.  I will make sure I get some Ben and Jerry Chunky Monkey and Cherry Garcia ice cream for Nadine. Connie likes Shattoo Whole Milk. I won’t forget to pick it up. Remember to get Eric some sweet potatoes.  He wants a pie. Dang! it is so crowded in here. Connie would pass out. She doesn’t like crowds. Time for me to check out.  Pretty good timing. The time now is 3:36 pm. I will make a mad dash to Sammy’s house and pick up my dress. My girl is one hell-of-a seamstress. She is Bi-polar. Sammy doesn’t think she is ill nor should she take medication.  Sammy hit an all-time low, the revolving door of homelessness, unemployment, being hospitalized for a short-term, and jailed struck her in the tail. Whenever Sammy has an episode, more like she goes on a journey, she has to wait forever to get a bed.  There goes Sammy locked up singing Mary J. Blige, I’m Going Down.

Did you know 40% of people diagnosed with Bi-polar and 50% diagnosed with schizophrenia lack insight, perception, cause and effect, poor observation, and not intuitive (right brain thang)? Did you know 40% of people diagnosed Bi-polar have recurring incidents and 50% of the schizophrenia refuse to take their medicine?  Oh, there is so much more to this Hotspot! Connectivity is very low and no bars are showing up. The time now is 4:45 pm.  Dress has been picked up.  Sammy hooked me up. 🙂 I sat around and shot the breeze with Sammy to see where her head is.  She will be at the New Years gathering. Gotta make sure O. G. takes her meds. A few instructions will help. Reassurance and love are in the house and the crew is there to help get her through. Also to make D**n sure she doesn’t drink on her meds.

The time now is 5:30 pm and I’m leaving Sammy’s house. I will stop by Eric to see if he is making his famous Banana pudding. On the list, I’m supposed to pick up the egg-nog happy-chino (the non-alcoholic version). Eric is the stat man on SMI (severe mental illness).  I’ve arrived. It is 6:12 pm. Lawd! Eric has sprayed his hair orange and purple. I’m cool with it because Eric likes a lot of attention and the conversation is all about Eric. Oooh! I can’t wait until Eric gets to the house. We got the Package for him. No! This is not R Kelly, In The Closet (The Package). Another topic for another day. Eric said he had been in and out of jail since he was 12 years old. Eric straight-up said jail was the new asylums for the mentally insane on the membrane. He has spent more time behind bars than in a real mental institution. What happened to the first thing first facilities to evaluate the patient needs (triage facilities). Outdated treatment, 50 years of failed mental health, and Eric made it clear at age 64 he is not singing Michael Jackson, Smooth Criminal. Things didn’t go smoothly at all. Society labeled Eric violent. He was no longer stomping in his Air Force Ones. Medicaid funding practices kicked Eric to the curve.  States failed to give the Cha-Ching to the mental health system. Putting a person in jail only makes matters worse. The burden of mental illness should not fall into the hands of law enforcement. Correctional systems or facilities DO NOT CORRECT MENTAL ILLNESS. Taxes, taxes, and more taxes! Who Benefits? Nobody! Rest assures Everybody pays to the piper.

I got some time for some Evelyn Champaign King’s Low Down Dirty Shame Stats. Go with the flow Eric. Roll it out.

1.) 8.1 million people Bi-polar and schizophrenia suffer from SMI (Severe Mental Illness)

2.) 30% of the population in the US is Bipolar, Schizophrenia, and about 1/2 goes of these people go untreated because they have no insight into their condition. “I’m not sick and don’t need medicine.” Why are you asking me if I’m F**King angry? Do I sound or act like I’m angry? Roll the Tape Baby! Have you seen any behavior which resembles violating a person 2″ perimeter around their body and blowing into the microphone making Rhino sounds? If this is not a gotcha B**ch moment. Hmmm!

3.) 20% of SMI (severe mental illness) are put in jail

4.) 50% of people diagnosed with bi-polar and schizophrenia try to commit suicide and more people without these diagnoses make attempts on their life.

5.) 29% of family homicides is by someone with SMI(severe mental illness)

6.) 30% homeless people are mentally and severely mentally ill.

7.) bed shortage or would you like to use the word deinstitutionalization, No place to roam, no more mental homes.

8.) 1.8 million locked into jails every year

9.) 7% of all homicides by someone with SMI (severe mentally ill)  presents a danger to others, 20% of law enforcement fatalities and 50% of mass homicide associate with people with severe mental illness

I bet Congress and the White House will begin to Rethink Mental Health Policies and come up with new laws for Mental Health Reform now that they are 19 Days away from the Inauguration.  These guys haven’t weighed in since 1960. What happens to Women Rights, Gun laws, Health Care and all the critical issues that will put our broken government back together again? Our broken system cannot be operated by Humpty Trumpty. Why were the words utter over and over again, We do not want the President-Elect hands on nuclear codes? Simple! He cannot run the country because he suffers from SMI (Severe Mental Illness) and an abundance of Ignorances. All the evidence is right on the tape and throughout the media. Say what it is. Now, who is rewarding who? The Electoral College observation is poor. The States that weighed indefinitely did not represent the Latino, Black, Asian, and LGBT communities.

The Nuclear Weapon is no longer on the launch pad. Poot-Butt Putin cannot manipulate what is already launched.  This is the mistake the Republicans made when they let the President-Elect go on and on about OUR President, Barack Obama birth certificate.  Yippy Ki-Yo-Ki-Ya Mother Duck. Who do you think will get F***?  What! Rewards are not understood by the Affluent. Who rewarded the President-Elect for his poor business management skills and granted him money for his lies and Bankruptcy? Who lets this Nuclear Weapon keep his name on buildings just to make money? Who allowed this Nuclear Time Bomb to be entitled to consumerism turn bad into a defense for Affluenza. Mr. Good Life had so much Good Life he wouldn’t know what to do if it was stripped away.  Incarceration is too good for the Affluent no matter what the crime. Spoil the man, spare the rod, and give the  Affluent less Time.  There will be No Consequences but only rewards for the bad Sh*t gone wrong.  Some judge and attorney would come along and grant Mr. Affluent immunity just because he is G-money Dog.  So I hope this helps explain the President-elect behavior when it comes to his reward system.   Regular broke A** Joe’s Consequences are listed above. Death was listed on the menu.  Yup!  We are criminalized, hospitalized, demoralized, and victimized.

Leaving!  The time now is 7:40 pm and I better burn out because the gathering starts at 9:00 pm. Thanks Eric for your knowledge. See you at the party. I know your outfit will be Rocking It. You Go Ru Paul Queen of the Drag Race B**ches.  Whew!  I got just enough time to throw myself together. I’m so glad I live only 5 minutes from Eric. I could have left the car at his house and save me some gas money. While it is on my mind my crew all have something in common.  Ano-sog-no-sia (Anosognosia) is recognized in Alzheimer’s, Strokes, Huntington, Parkinson, NLD Syndrome and other neurological Syndrome/disorders. One of the crew has Huntington Disorder (HD). This disorder results in the death of brain cells. The person has jerky movement and becomes very uncoordinated. It becomes harder for them to talk.  Their gait (pattern of movement of limbs) and how well one can maneuver on solid ground or in water is crucial.  As their mental ability decline dementia becomes quite noticeable or prominent. If family, friends, and associates are aware.  Tic-Toc it’s 9:00 pm. Party Time!

This one is for Our President BO. As I was coming down the stairway I looked over at the mirror and I THOUGHT to myself (I wasn’t hearing voices, okay) 🙂 I looked Yummy. It felt like the good old days when Mitt and his 47% Schlitz Malt Liquor got the best of him. D**n Right!  Smooth as Chocolate cocoa butter baby. Door Bell! Come on in all You Herefords, Whores, and Hussies. Happy New Years! No anger up in the House because Y’all know you’re Scuzzy.  What in the World is in the Big Christmas Box. Hmm!

 

TO BE CONTINUED: The year just got started.

Happy New Year