Erase Away The Day

I watched the Golden Globe Awards on the carpet, not on the linoleum floor.  I could feel the pressure around my jaws as my face begin to tighten. All I could think about was my daughters and my granddaughters. Give them the opportunity to blossom into women and don’t let their self-esteem be stripped by “Shush.”  Lord don’t let a younger generation of women travel my road of Seen and Not Heard.  Women in my day were inappropriately touched by their teachers, fathers, relatives, so-called friends and ministers to be later told they would go to hell.  Who would believe them?  The greatest disappointment and the biggest Shush is when you tell your mother, guardian, or a person who you thought was a trusted friend.  The biggest hurt comes when they don’t believe you. It can shut your voice down for many years.  I pray to God Time will be Up when they embark on their journey in their lives.  Don’t get Shushed. Continue to be Heard. Continue to be Seen.

There was a voice from the late 60’s that floated through my head. As I closed my eyes I could hear Angela Davis speak about men’s power. Angela’s voice echoed, men will not cow down. Through the lens of men’s eyes, they will find a way to dismantle and manipulate any purpose or program that will put women in a position of power.  It will be done in your home, job force and government agencies (White House). Men objectify women. They feel women are their accessories (fur coat, leather glove, diamond ring, trophy wife). The abstract now becomes concrete.  Men will rise up and do everything to make women pay by lowering women into the bargain basement. It’s strange how men can drop women off into the bargain basement but don’t want to select their wives, girlfriends, or fiancée from the bargain basement. Men of power do not want their daughters dropped off at the Going Going Gone Shop in the bargain basement. Look what men do with their power.  Thinking with Penus Power has failed every time.

I found it really hard to write.  I felt my voice getting smothered and my fingers going numb. Nine months have rolled by. Hope begin to knock on my door and at my fingertips. The greatest line from the movie Scarface popped into my head. “Say Hello To My Little Friend.” The Hollywood Shoot Out of Sexual Harassment had revealed the many Scarred Faces in Hollywood.  It opens the door for the Recognizable and Unrecognizable to come forward and tell their story. Every Scarred Face and Scarred Heart across the nation would grieve, wear black, and share the global runway.  Harvey Weinstein and Kevin Spacey took the lead for pieces of the puzzle on sexual misconduct.  It was pointed out there are many more pieces of the puzzle to come.  Gorilla glue is making the case for sexual harassment.   Alabama rolled out the red carpet before the Global Awards and made it quite clear there will be no sexual predators in the United States Senate.  They too should get an award for letting the world know having a sexual predator for a senator is definitely not the norm.

There has been so much division, hatred, and the most unremarkable behavior witness in my lifetime. I looked and searched for any channel to help Erase Away The Day. I watched a lot of Jimmy Fallon because he wasn’t riding the political tidal wave.  I was so amazed how the media continue to ride their horse after being so heavily attacked.  I needed time to regroup. I had so much to reflect on. The numbness is beginning to slowly wear off at my fingertips. I recall Tweeting after the Alabama election.  After viewing the Golden Globe Awards my heartfelt much lighter. My brain didn’t look like Pin Head.  My mind felt at ease.

All that Intentional Behavior brought to the forefront by people who knew better.  These men had a choice to make the right decision and didn’t. Yes Say Hello To My Little Friends Matt Lauer, Charley Rose, Bill O’Reilly, Blake Farenthold, Roger Ailes, Russell Simons, Mario Batali, and there are so many more. I  think Clarence Thomas name can fit inside the many more.  These are the infamous master of educators to the hidden residual rule of Sexual Harassment.   Think all the people who were diagnosed with a neurological syndrome and just didn’t have a clue about sexual harassment. The abstract is now concrete.  Well, you got infamous recognizable face wear now. Thanks to Me Too Movement, Times Up Movement, and the many women’s movement growing at light speed who were Seen and Heard. Most of all Thank You for telling your story and not letting Sexual Harassment Erase Away The Day and Erase Away Your Life.

 

Don’t Want To Be Unethical

It is my ethical duty to give my crew more pieces of the puzzle.   We want to come out of the fog so we won’t be so confused. No, Trump did not write his speech. His thoughts or unorganized and scattered. Whoever processes with him, interprets, or plays the role of Trump’s Grand Guardian runs the Country. The majority of the staffing mimics the behavior of Trump (non-intelligent).  Have you ever wonder why Trump is on Twitter and not on Facebook? Would you like to look at it from the brain side? Twitter is only 140 characters (left Side of brain-academic).  Facebook is unlimited characters (right side of brain-creativity).   Even to the left/Twitter, Trump never nails what he needs to say. He gets it all wrong. What has Trump revealed about his academic skills?  On the right/Facebook, there would be no joking around, and everyone would have the numbers for the Nuclear Codes. He has no pragmatic skills and only ROTE MEMORY. There will be no new learning experiences. Old experiences will not be applied to new.  Let’s go back to the part of the brain that brings new memories to the table. It is called hippocampus. Go back to Breaking News and take a brief refresher course on damages to the Hippocampus. There are others in the White House Administration with massive damages. Let me walk you through the process.

There is a process but the blueprint has changed. Who will change the landscape?  Will it be Betsy De Vos?  We got a Secretary of Education who knows nothing about education, IDEA, nor disciplinary action that falls under Procedural Safeguards. De Vos should be disciplined for taking the job.  What type of disciplinary action should be given to an individual who poses a threat to Himself, We The People, and The nation?  Would it be a 10-day suspension? Hey! Their placement would be changed to an interim alternative educational setting, another setting, or services will not be provided if drugs or a weapon is involved.  If drugs are a weapon is involved that would kick the time up to 45 days or more. Disable or not the same amount of time would be given to a person for disciplinary action.  Notification of the decision and Procedural Safeguards statements will be provided. This will take place on the date on which the decision to take action is made.  Russia was brought to the playground. So what action would be the disciplinary action of the Leader of the Free World who has Divided the United States Of America?  Compared to what has happened at the White House the fall out for disciplinary action would be monumental. No parent sends their children to school for 12 years of their life and their child never makes a friend. No President should remain in Power or in Placement who INTENTIONALLY destroys what our forefathers shed their blood and died for.  A nation built on developing RELATIONSHIPS. A Nation opening doors to Immigrants. A Nation sharing the Entrepreneurial Dream. A Nation whose cornerstone stands United so FREEDOM can Ring.

The Process:

1.) behavioral assessment

2.) access to services

3.) Manifestation determination

4.) dangerous student

5.) Stay-put under disciplinary action

6.) Protection for children not yet eligible for special services (those are the students not yet identified as disabled)

7.) Reporting crimes committed by students with disabilities.

8.) Define the following terms controlled substance, illegal drugs, substantial evidence, and weapons.

The process got dangerous when the School District got wind of Granny Gone Wild had the authorization to swing her ax and put on her  Hi-Lander panties.  To keep my daughter from going to jail I jumped in to become a staunch advocate for her. I could see my granddaughter big quarter shape eyes and hear her soft-spoken voice. The fight went to due process which the District tried to bypass.  The School District did not want to keep my granddaughter in her placement. I have been down this road before. Injunctive Relief Time! No, what the District was saying they are sick of me and my granddaughter. They are on their way to get TRO’S (temporary restraining orders) to become bulletproof and chew the clock down on the baby’s education. Missouri Law 536 Administrative Review puts the child in the court system until something UNFORESEEN comes up. Yeah! Right! You know the child will have another episode. If the teachers didn’t understand then what makes you think they will understand the next time. You do not want your child/grandchild to end up in a Separate Self-Contained School. The next incident could land them in the prison system. From school to the prison pipeline the new gate-keeper is Betsy Devos.  Now you know what UNFORESEEN mean.  Reminds me of NOS (not otherwise specified).

This homework assignment is strictly for the Secretary of Education, Betsy Devos. The burden of Proof lies on the School District.  Betsy Devos most recent lip flap was HBCU (Historical Black Colleges or Universities) represents pioneer of school choice. Excuse me! What Option?  It is called Discrimination.   It was building Black Universities out of necessity because Blacks should have the same opportunity to further their education like their white counterpart. Well, Betsy Devos just inserted her foot into her mouth and Videotaped her A **.  Telling Blacks this is a friendly reminder we will never be equal and don’t deserve a higher education of intelligence helps open a doorway.  Blacks are warned! Never be a PHOTO OP for Ignorant and Incompetent people.   Well, Blacks, Tan, Beige, and Brown do not wish to mimic the Ignorant and Incompetent Behavior of the Non- Legitimate President and his Failed Whitehouse Administration.  Trump has a BIRTH CERTIFICATE. Unbelievable! What happens to the Burden of Proof when you have people in position who do not know their job? The next assignment is for Congress?  What happens to the Burden Of proof when you failed to step outside and get an Independent Investigation?  I hope these guys can make a decision. This is a friendly reminder to the United States House of Representatives and the United States Senate: Warning! Warning! Danger! Danger! We have a man walking around with the Nuclear Codes in his pockets who is the biggest threat to himself. Trump can not Safeguard himself nor Proceed to Safeguard our Nation.

Sir Lawrence O’Donnell, Knight of the Round Table, tell Dr. Lance Dodes and Dr. John Gardner to hang with me for a moment. I Don’t Want To Be Unethical. I want to shine some light on the subject and to help our nation understand what the hell they are looking at. We are going to roll the cameras back. We are on film clip 68 (Just for fun). What does the Leader of the Free World do? He violates Hillary’s Space. Does Trump know where he is supposed to stand?  It appears as threatening behavior.  He may lack the knowledge of spatial boundaries. It gets worse. He made those strange noises in the microphone. What was that about? Go back and look at the tape. What about those hands? It feels like following the bouncing ball. Yes, and there is a distinct pattern of Trump’s gyrating hands. Have you ever notice how President Obama always wait until the crowd settles down?  Trump, The Hand That Rocks The Cradle gets in a squatted position.  He is off and running moving those hands going back and forth working up the crowd. Who is clapping for himself while speaking?  President Obama waited for the crowd to stop clapping.

Now, this is when I had my Granny Gone Wild Moment. Many years ago my granddaughter had a teacher just like Betsy DeVos. She didn’t know a D**n thing about education. I got a call at 1:37 pm basically stating my granddaughter had a Trump moment. I get to the school and there are 3 police cars. What the hell! My granddaughter was only 7 years old at the time. I notice her dress was wet in front. I thought at that moment, “I am about to go to jail TODAY.”  I ask the teacher what happened.  The teacher stated it appears EVERY TIME when my granddaughter has to go to the restroom she will get in her face, begin to grunt, fling out her hands, and shrug her shoulders in a repeated pattern.   TheBottomline it should never have been EVERY TIME. Really! I ask my granddaughter what happen.  She tried very hard not to wet on herself so she placed her hands in front to keep the other kids from noticing. She got so upset and tried to keep the monster from coming out.  She held off as long as she could. I asked her what Monster. This is what the teacher and all the kids in the room call her when she starts to grunt. Hell, I would grunt if I had made an urgent pit stop.  Snafu! Who gets the Oscar?  I know I’m going to jail TODAY. I do not wish to be the star in Orange Is The New Black.  The only thing that kept my head on my neck is when my granddaughter looked at me and said, “You can do this Granny.”  My response was, “You are not a monster and we have talked about your Tics.”  This will explain what you have seen and did not know or could not explain the behaviors which seem so strange.  I wasn’t going down without a fight but I knew in my heart I never wanted my granddaughter to return to that school. I wanted her to know I would fight for her at the drop of a dime. She would always be my princess.  Just to let you know I’m not a violent person but when it comes down to someone messing with your children or grandchildren, IT IS ON.  We will definitely address Tics and Stimming today.  It is my ethical duty.

There are common tics. Four characteristic that will help you identify tics are the age tics start, how long the tic last, the severity of tic, and whether or not it is a motor tic or verbal tic.  Tics are spasm like movements particular in the muscle. These habitual spasmodic/irregular contractions of the muscle around the facial area can also occur anywhere in the body.  Tics are harmless. Tics are not classified as an involuntary movement but unvoluntary meaning the person can suppress the tic for a period of time.  As discomfort continue to grow the action of the Tic will be performed as a relief. People get twitches confused with Tics. Twitches are isolated and their performances do not occur repeatedly. Twitches are involuntary and can not be controlled or suppressed.  Twitches are known as myoclonic jerks. Muscle twitches can involve eyebrows, neck, and mouth called blepharospasm. Benign essential blepharospasm (essential meaning unknown)  involuntary neurological movement around the eye. Stress, fatigue or inflammation can be a contributing factor.

Tics are viewed as behaviors of a person that is quirky, bizarre, idiosyncratic characteristic or obsessive/compulsive. You have provisional tics disorder which consists of multiple motor or phonics with duration of 4 weeks but less than a year. Chronic motor tics and Verbal tic disorder have either single or multiple motors but not both which can be present for more than a year. Verbal Tics are uttered sounds that don’t last long. Normal behavior and tics appear repetitive, numerous successive occurrences of the same action. A person blinking their eyes, head jerking, or constant nose movement. Complex series of movements in the same order (reach out and touch something, again and again, slap again and again, or kick out leg again and again).  Tourette syndrome is diagnosed when both motor and phonic tics are present for more that one year.  Tourette syndrome changes over time. The condition improves as the child gets older. Tic Disorder NOS is diagnosed when tics are present but did not meet the criteria for any specific disorder. There’s that NOS again. NOS just doesn’t name that tune and that is why a lot of doctors hate that tag at the end of a diagnosis.

Tics are there for the long haul. Tics are unlikely to change and cannot be removed.  There are times when people lose hope in communicating with others because their vocal tics are so uncontrollable. The COMPULSIVE and REPEATED WORDS or PHRASES takes over their communication skills leaving the person feeling very abnormal.  The end results the person stops communicating. Motor Tics include SLAPPING, JUMPING, flapping, biting, blinking, grimacing, HAND MOVEMENTS, FINGER MOVEMENT, tapping, smelling, shrugging, flicking one’s hair, sneezing, clearing one’s throat, coughing, holding one’s breath. There is more. We will not get Tics mixed up with Stimming. Tics can be mistaken for voluntary indulgence. Here’s a Flashback:

1.) The guy with the tie who has to touch and then slap.

2.) The contender who has to make those little animal sound 🙂

3.) 2012 CPAC live on stage Mr. RUSH AROUND LIMBAUGH

4.) Mr. T and T who sounded drunk

5.) The biggest winner of the day is Mr. Perseveration who cannot leave the past, who has no sense of humor, a great deal of right hemisphere damage(Creative Side Of Brain), left hemisphere of the brain (academic side) is wore out.  Totally INCOMPETENT. (I hope this helps MIKA B.)

Shall we move to Stimming? We will not hang this label on the Autistic Spectrum. No more stereotyping. Stimming is short for self-stimulation of one’s behavior or activity. There are times when you need to feel in control of what you are experiencing.  Stimming helps with:

Emotional Regulation-It helps put our emotions in check without our cup runneth over. It manages the wide overload of sadness, anxiety, anger so you won’t flip the script and lose your cool. When you want to incorporate the happy feeling moment one might flap their hands, bounce, or toe walk to regulate positive behavior.

Sensory regulation-We have high stimmers and autistic individuals who experience extreme sensation (hypersensitivity). We have stimmers that experience dull or muted sensations (hypo-sensitivity). Depending on the situation or whatever senses are involved people can experience more or less of a good feeling. There are times when we want to feel in control and hold on to a consistent, familiar and good sensation. Makes me want to sing Janet Jackson’s, Control.

Social Regulation-When you are not comfortable in a social setting but want to participate. Stimming helps us to interact with others on our own terms. Introverts find ways to relieve the pressure of socializing. Some of us are social creatures who crave daily social interaction but need to stay in the moment without our pots boiling over. We have those who are ambivert (need social stimulation and the safety of isolation) who feel the need to use an escape hatch for waiting to be along or the desire to be around others.

Pragmatic Regulation-Distracting stims that annoy other from home to school to work. A person of the media become so engaged, keeps bouncing up and down, hands, flying in the air, out of their chair trying to ask a gazillion questions. You look over and your mind process the Sit Your A** Down Syndrome. Now you know they are stimming or they could have Tics. Remember not to get these 2 confused.

Stimming is not to be viewed as bad or good. A good therapist would be out of their mind to discourage stimming.  Repressing stimming would be counterproductive and quite harmful. What works for one person may not work for another. Stimming should be safe. Stopping an unsafe stim will not solve the problem. Another harmful stim may occur in its place. Continue to teach new skills and process new ways of looking at people when they appear a bit odd.  I hope this helps the MEDIA and OUR NATION to get a better view of the countryside.  It is now Time for the Process to take place in removing the President. He CANNOT Do the JOB. He does not have the MENTAL ABILITY.

 

 

Dedicated:

Thomas Perez (Head of the Democratic National Committee)

Keith Ellison (Deputy Chair)

DNC

Bernie Sanders (Senator from Vermont)

Elizabeth Warren (Senator from Massachusetts)m

 

The Package_HotSpot II

Let’s find out what’s in The Package. Are you sure R. Kelly has nothing to do with this box? Absolutely! Eric!  I’m the only one that can call her Eric, just a friendly reminder.  To the rest of you Herefords, Whores, and Hussies, it is Erica to you.  I can call the Drag Queen something else but I will give her a pass since Erica spent most of her life in and out of prison. D**n Girl!  Bring it on in and show the Drag B***h some love. You can call Ru Paul for me.   Society never showed me anything but a jail cell. That was not a good treatment plan. I had more pills in my medicine cabinet than Imelda Marcos had shoes.  Before I cut the bow I just like to reiterate my struggle with Ano-sog-no-sia a Severe Mental Illness (SMI). You girls thought I was a selfish, rude, and an ungrateful Drag Queen B***h.  People viewed me as having the I NUCLEUS Syndrome.  The center of the world was all about me and nobody else mattered. Hell, I thought everyone was like me. I did not know I had a problem.  You know what, I thought that too. Thank you for straightening me out. I said that about you in the first story. See. I misjudged you all those years. That’s what happens when you are not informed or educated about mental illness.  I couldn’t feel or even begin to put myself in their Red Bottoms. Girl, you got some Red Bottoms?  Hell No! They are some pretty D**N good knockoffs.  Okay, they are not even knockoffs. Maxine painted the bottom of my shoe red. What! Shut Up! Maxwell, excuse me, I know you Queens are sensitive about your names. Maxine is so creative. Baby Girl, I don’t know about creative but the rent had to be paid. Maxine made a killing off of those shoes. What if it rains or snow?  I don’t know what kind of sealant Maxine put on those shoes but my shoes never bleed. Who wears their designer shoes in the rain?  Did you ever wonder why Maxine move from city to city and state to state?  Girlfriend was brilliant. No! Maxine didn’t want to get her A** beat for scamming people. Hey, protecting ones A** is brilliant.

Oh God! We totally got sidetrack. Check this out. Anosognosia (Ano-sog-no-sia) is recognized in people with Strokes, Alzheimer’s, Brain Tumors, Huntington Disorder and most recently NLD Syndrome. For some reason, it was not recognized in people with Schizophrenia and Bi-Polar disorders. Several neurological disorders come with the Package of Anosognosia. Dementia is included in the box along with Parkinson Disease. What really pisses me off is people think being transgender is a disease. Even worse Black and transgender is off the chain mentally challenge. When I go to the doc he has this expression on his face like I’m really sick. I’m sitting there thinking, “Is it my eyeshadow or my lipstick?”  It takes a true artist to put 24 shades of eyeshadow around the eye. Baby, I’m not working with a lot of space. Hey, maybe your doc is jealous and he really wants to come out. You do look fabulous. Connie! Close it down.  It couldn’t be my breath because I keep my Altoids with me. Those mints are strong. Is my presence too much for the doc?  The last session doc and I had was terrible. He asks me what did I want to discuss. I told him he never talks about race and gun violence. I wasn’t worried about what I am labeled. My concern is real life issues when I walked out the door of his office and people stare, curse at me, and bully me. Hell, I’m not worried about his Trumped Up diagnosis of Schizophrenia. I’m worried about getting my Black A** killed. Paranoid No! HotSpot Connectivity. Hell Yell.  I talk to myself because there is no one else to talk to. People ask me why I do what I do.  Isn’t that song by Christopher Williams?  Guess who wrote it and starred in the video. Get out of here! You know what? I’m going to make this my RAPID RESPONSE and tell Michael Moore to weigh in. Tell that good-looking knight, Sir Lawrence, to jump in and add his 50 Cent. Before you ask Nadine, it is not that 50 Cent. I bet not find out this Psych Baby voted for the President-Elect. His office is going up in flames. Did I say that? I did not hear any voices that came straight out of my mouth. Sounds like somebody else we know. Here we go! Let’s cut the bow.

Where is Francis? She is running a little late. Yeah, like 5 years. What! When is the last time you talk to Francis?  I haven’t.  Jeannine, her sister,  always tell me Francis is doing fine and the kids are okay. She likes her space and privacy. Frances doesn’t have much space and no privacy. She is in jail.  Jeannie has the kids. What happened! She stabs Marcus. Well, not directly. She talked someone else into doing it. I told her about that Charlie Manson BS years ago. Ms. Drag B**ch by Proxy. Okay, for all the people who cannot LOOK and LEARN, Charlie Manson is the perfect example.  Mr. Mind Control of Murder by Proxy committed the crime in 1969 and still doing time. Here it is 2017 and he is still locked up. Tax dollar waste baby. Know This! Do not try any acts of violence today. You will not be so lucky.  I hope you make bail the next day, court or come out alive.  It didn’t work for Charlie Manson it will not work for you. Charlie is alive. The consequences are grave. Girlfriend you are hard on the justice system.  I will say this again.   Me, Erica, not Sammy, is the Black Drag Queen B***ch with Schizophrenia. I was incarcerated not put in a mental institution but jailed. I did not have a bracelet like people with diabetes to get medical help if something goes wrong. A bracelet with schizophrenia would have been stolen. Why would you say that? Who in hell in the prison system knows about all these different diagnoses.  Negro Please! Just a friendly reminder to let you know the stats are there in the first story.  Pay attention!  People with Mental Illness and Severe Mental Illness do not get special treatment. They are not excused and highly criminalized.  Let me cut this D**n bow before my scissors slip and we have another stat for the New Year.  You know how it happens. People’s guns go off on New Years and they ACCIDENTALLY get the opportunity to shoot the person they wanted to shoot for years. Didn’t we have a Vice-President who accidentally shot his hunting buddy? It wasn’t New Years. Maybe he couldn’t wait.   Remember Ladies! No anger up in the house just Love.  Bring it on in.

Erica, are you okay. Is that a tear I see coming from your eye. Girls, this is too much. What! Look! It’s a turd key ring. Remember Mr. Hanky from South Park. Ahhh No! He was the Sh*t in the toilet who change the minds of people religious views on Christmas Day. It was Kyle’s friend. He never showed up when Kyle tried to make his family, friends, and associates see him. Kyle ended up in an institution diagnosed with schizophrenia.  Thank God he wasn’t put in jail.  I guess this key ring is perfect for you Erica. You are schizophrenic and you have a lot of friends that are pieces of Sh*t.  At least I have friends. Yeah, and most of them are in your head. Are you my friend Nadine?  Yes, I’m your friend. Well, ladies, that being said Nadine is the biggest piece of Sh*t I know. Happy New Year to you Bi-atch! Okay, ladies Calm down. If you were paying attention those turds begin to pop up everywhere. I saw a Turd Emoji in CVS. Pharmacy with a happy smile.  I went to Target and a large chair was made into a Turd.  JC Penny had a turd bank. Sooo! Your point is?  Sh*t is popping up everywhere.   There are 15 days before the Inauguration and Sh*t is all over the map.  That is not in my mind. People see it and feel the anxiety and depression from the days to come.  Whose walking in our shoes now? Look at the expression on Mika Brzezinski face.  Her emoji doll shows ultimate shame. Joe Scarborough was Father Time Line handling his Tweets calling out Sopan Deb. Joe straight up called Sopan a LIAR.  Sopan Deb should go work for Fake News CNN.  No! Gorgeous Ari would say LIAR CNN NEWS. Have Mercy! Joe won the Pissed Off of the year emoji doll award for dissing a racist.  HotSpot Connectivity elevated. Andrea Mitchell looks totally washed out.  Mitchell should have her own emoji doll.  If you could not read pain on a person’s face you can now. Written all over her face is total disgust. Isn’t that a song by Rude Boys. Yes! May I continue. Nadine Mind Dots connects to music.  Nadine is one of the patients in Oliver Sack’s book.  There is more Erica. Go ahead. Oh My God! Oh My God! I heard Girlfriend say shellacked.

It makes me want to cry. You know Girlfriend has been a real trooper and one hell-of-a cheerleader. All of us at this celebration carries a Yellow Pen. Well, Smokey got carried away. We all went out one night. We were sitting at the bar so we decided to share what the Knights of the Roundtable had taught us. Smokey whips out and X-ACTO KNIFE. I look across the table and see several WHITE  people picking up their cell phones and dialing. Ahh, Sh*t.  We are going to jail tonight. I grabbed her A** and all 6 of us ran for the door and jumped in Connie’s Mazda CR-9.  Ha! Ha!  Michael Moore this was a mandatory Raid Response. 🙂 So I asked Smokey what-the-hell was she thinking about.  She said Babygirl showed her how to get rid of information because you couldn’t trust the BLACK PEN to hide the info. Did BabyGirl tell you not to pull a stunt like that in a predominately WHITE neighborhood? It looks as though you were drawing out a weapon.  We learned the strategy for when we go places with Smokey. We MUST ALWAYS keep bail money.  She sent It. Oh, My God! She did not forget me. Share Girlfriend! A Package of information. I know it will help me write my next story.  Breathtaking! What!  THESE NUTS. They really are nuts. Maybe in your mind Connie they are NUTS. I’m schizophrenic and I will leave it there.   To the real media, Knights of the RoundTable who are the FACT CHECK BABIES and  FLAME-THROWERS of hope, Press On.

Happy NEW YEAR :)k

The Package__Hotspot

The parking lot was so crowded. I sat in the car wondering if I needed to go to the store to pick up the last items for the New Year gathering. Next thing I recall a guy was knocking on the window pointing at the handicap sign. I reached into the glove compartment and pulled out my blue hang thang. He smiled and gave me a thumbs up. I hadn’t noticed before but the handicap sign had a young boy standing on crutches.  The sign said, ” Remember Me, Keep It Free.” Hotspot! Connectivity!  Yes, my Wi-Fi went into full mode and ten bars were lit. 🙂  The longer I stared at the sign I begin to see the face of the President-Elect, Poot-Butt Putin, BeBe Netanyahu.  Word to the Mother. We definitely got to ” Remember Me, Keep It Free.”   Those brothers are desperately trying to destroy our Democracy. Whew!  let me get out this D**n car.

The time is 2:47 pm. Hold Up! The time may not seem important to the readers but let me throw down a line on TIME.  Tic-Toc goes the clock and frustration are mounting. I got a lot of tasks to complete before the party jumps off.  Time lies in the House of Mind Organization. What happens when your thoughts or disorganized? People of the world you are not working off a TIME CLOCK.  Whatever was scheduled for today or down the road is not going to happen. You want a TOOL to deal with. Tool This!  What was on the Schedule when Don King appeared outside the boxing arena?  Are you getting any of this? Who hasn’t attended any Presidential Briefings?  Get Real! A Scheduled in the hands of a Disorganized Mind and a Tweeter.  Do you think Tweeting is habitual? Think again.  You really don’t know why the President-elect trust Poot-Butt Putin? Wow! It is really Time for the world to be open and focus on Mental Illness.  Neurologists had the low down over 100 years ago. Psych babies just got the news in the last 25 years. What does that tell you?  We need to take a much closer look at the window of SMI (Severe Mental Illness).  Play It Again Sam.  Brought to you by letter A the Tool to help unlock some doors is Anosognosia (Ano-sog-no-sia).

My mind began to percolate.  What runs through your mind when you talk to the conspiracy theorist? Hmm! How many people think they are followed by the FBI or God is speaking to them in Voices they hear?  How many people don’t recognize they are mentally or severely mentally ill? Just think about the people who are told they are mentally ill and don’t take medicine because they think they Don’t Have A Problem.  Before mankind starts shoveling out pills I strongly feel we need to address Mental Illness openly.  We should not make folks feel guilty, shame, or humiliate them. Education is key.  This is not what people choose to be. Mental Illness is not a Choice.  Denial of an illness is psychological in origin.  Ano-sog-no-sia is caused by physical brain damage and related to body structure/anatomy (anatomical origin).

The Time now is 3:16 pm.  I better run to the store and get my Mrs. Shebert dinner rolls.  I will make sure I get some Ben and Jerry Chunky Monkey and Cherry Garcia ice cream for Nadine. Connie likes Shattoo Whole Milk. I won’t forget to pick it up. Remember to get Eric some sweet potatoes.  He wants a pie. Dang! it is so crowded in here. Connie would pass out. She doesn’t like crowds. Time for me to check out.  Pretty good timing. The time now is 3:36 pm. I will make a mad dash to Sammy’s house and pick up my dress. My girl is one hell-of-a seamstress. She is Bi-polar. Sammy doesn’t think she is ill nor should she take medication.  Sammy hit an all-time low, the revolving door of homelessness, unemployment, being hospitalized for a short-term, and jailed struck her in the tail. Whenever Sammy has an episode, more like she goes on a journey, she has to wait forever to get a bed.  There goes Sammy locked up singing Mary J. Blige, I’m Going Down.

Did you know 40% of people diagnosed with Bi-polar and 50% diagnosed with schizophrenia lack insight, perception, cause and effect, poor observation, and not intuitive (right brain thang)? Did you know 40% of people diagnosed Bi-polar have recurring incidents and 50% of the schizophrenia refuse to take their medicine?  Oh, there is so much more to this Hotspot! Connectivity is very low and no bars are showing up. The time now is 4:45 pm.  Dress has been picked up.  Sammy hooked me up. 🙂 I sat around and shot the breeze with Sammy to see where her head is.  She will be at the New Years gathering. Gotta make sure O. G. takes her meds. A few instructions will help. Reassurance and love are in the house and the crew is there to help get her through. Also to make D**n sure she doesn’t drink on her meds.

The time now is 5:30 pm and I’m leaving Sammy’s house. I will stop by Eric to see if he is making his famous Banana pudding. On the list, I’m supposed to pick up the egg-nog happy-chino (the non-alcoholic version). Eric is the stat man on SMI (severe mental illness).  I’ve arrived. It is 6:12 pm. Lawd! Eric has sprayed his hair orange and purple. I’m cool with it because Eric likes a lot of attention and the conversation is all about Eric. Oooh! I can’t wait until Eric gets to the house. We got the Package for him. No! This is not R Kelly, In The Closet (The Package). Another topic for another day. Eric said he had been in and out of jail since he was 12 years old. Eric straight-up said jail was the new asylums for the mentally insane on the membrane. He has spent more time behind bars than in a real mental institution. What happened to the first thing first facilities to evaluate the patient needs (triage facilities). Outdated treatment, 50 years of failed mental health, and Eric made it clear at age 64 he is not singing Michael Jackson, Smooth Criminal. Things didn’t go smoothly at all. Society labeled Eric violent. He was no longer stomping in his Air Force Ones. Medicaid funding practices kicked Eric to the curve.  States failed to give the Cha-Ching to the mental health system. Putting a person in jail only makes matters worse. The burden of mental illness should not fall into the hands of law enforcement. Correctional systems or facilities DO NOT CORRECT MENTAL ILLNESS. Taxes, taxes, and more taxes! Who Benefits? Nobody! Rest assures Everybody pays to the piper.

I got some time for some Evelyn Champaign King’s Low Down Dirty Shame Stats. Go with the flow Eric. Roll it out.

1.) 8.1 million people Bi-polar and schizophrenia suffer from SMI (Severe Mental Illness)

2.) 30% of the population in the US is Bipolar, Schizophrenia, and about 1/2 goes of these people go untreated because they have no insight into their condition. “I’m not sick and don’t need medicine.” Why are you asking me if I’m F**King angry? Do I sound or act like I’m angry? Roll the Tape Baby! Have you seen any behavior which resembles violating a person 2″ perimeter around their body and blowing into the microphone making Rhino sounds? If this is not a gotcha B**ch moment. Hmmm!

3.) 20% of SMI (severe mental illness) are put in jail

4.) 50% of people diagnosed with bi-polar and schizophrenia try to commit suicide and more people without these diagnoses make attempts on their life.

5.) 29% of family homicides is by someone with SMI(severe mental illness)

6.) 30% homeless people are mentally and severely mentally ill.

7.) bed shortage or would you like to use the word deinstitutionalization, No place to roam, no more mental homes.

8.) 1.8 million locked into jails every year

9.) 7% of all homicides by someone with SMI (severe mentally ill)  presents a danger to others, 20% of law enforcement fatalities and 50% of mass homicide associate with people with severe mental illness

I bet Congress and the White House will begin to Rethink Mental Health Policies and come up with new laws for Mental Health Reform now that they are 19 Days away from the Inauguration.  These guys haven’t weighed in since 1960. What happens to Women Rights, Gun laws, Health Care and all the critical issues that will put our broken government back together again? Our broken system cannot be operated by Humpty Trumpty. Why were the words utter over and over again, We do not want the President-Elect hands on nuclear codes? Simple! He cannot run the country because he suffers from SMI (Severe Mental Illness) and an abundance of Ignorances. All the evidence is right on the tape and throughout the media. Say what it is. Now, who is rewarding who? The Electoral College observation is poor. The States that weighed indefinitely did not represent the Latino, Black, Asian, and LGBT communities.

The Nuclear Weapon is no longer on the launch pad. Poot-Butt Putin cannot manipulate what is already launched.  This is the mistake the Republicans made when they let the President-Elect go on and on about OUR President, Barack Obama birth certificate.  Yippy Ki-Yo-Ki-Ya Mother Duck. Who do you think will get F***?  What! Rewards are not understood by the Affluent. Who rewarded the President-Elect for his poor business management skills and granted him money for his lies and Bankruptcy? Who lets this Nuclear Weapon keep his name on buildings just to make money? Who allowed this Nuclear Time Bomb to be entitled to consumerism turn bad into a defense for Affluenza. Mr. Good Life had so much Good Life he wouldn’t know what to do if it was stripped away.  Incarceration is too good for the Affluent no matter what the crime. Spoil the man, spare the rod, and give the  Affluent less Time.  There will be No Consequences but only rewards for the bad Sh*t gone wrong.  Some judge and attorney would come along and grant Mr. Affluent immunity just because he is G-money Dog.  So I hope this helps explain the President-elect behavior when it comes to his reward system.   Regular broke A** Joe’s Consequences are listed above. Death was listed on the menu.  Yup!  We are criminalized, hospitalized, demoralized, and victimized.

Leaving!  The time now is 7:40 pm and I better burn out because the gathering starts at 9:00 pm. Thanks Eric for your knowledge. See you at the party. I know your outfit will be Rocking It. You Go Ru Paul Queen of the Drag Race B**ches.  Whew!  I got just enough time to throw myself together. I’m so glad I live only 5 minutes from Eric. I could have left the car at his house and save me some gas money. While it is on my mind my crew all have something in common.  Ano-sog-no-sia (Anosognosia) is recognized in Alzheimer’s, Strokes, Huntington, Parkinson, NLD Syndrome and other neurological Syndrome/disorders. One of the crew has Huntington Disorder (HD). This disorder results in the death of brain cells. The person has jerky movement and becomes very uncoordinated. It becomes harder for them to talk.  Their gait (pattern of movement of limbs) and how well one can maneuver on solid ground or in water is crucial.  As their mental ability decline dementia becomes quite noticeable or prominent. If family, friends, and associates are aware.  Tic-Toc it’s 9:00 pm. Party Time!

This one is for Our President BO. As I was coming down the stairway I looked over at the mirror and I THOUGHT to myself (I wasn’t hearing voices, okay) 🙂 I looked Yummy. It felt like the good old days when Mitt and his 47% Schlitz Malt Liquor got the best of him. D**n Right!  Smooth as Chocolate cocoa butter baby. Door Bell! Come on in all You Herefords, Whores, and Hussies. Happy New Years! No anger up in the House because Y’all know you’re Scuzzy.  What in the World is in the Big Christmas Box. Hmm!

 

TO BE CONTINUED: The year just got started.

Happy New Year

 

 

 

NOS

Doctors never liked the label NOS.  To be more specific psychiatrist found it very difficult to place an individual in a diagnostic category or give the appropriate treatment. Did I use the word appropriate? Appropriate was recently captured from the dictionary and sealed in a vault. NOS affected school placement, treatment of patients, accommodation, insurance, and billing.  Yes, that special tailgate party pooper sent doctors, psychiatrist, teachers, therapist screaming and scrambling into the night. Oh, Lawd! If they had a name that tune it would have been possible for these physicians and practitioners to get it right.   Step back in TIME to June 20th, 2011, Fighting On The Assessment _NLD Final Frontier. Here you will find many Lessons Within A Lesson. The world has witnessed some Unremarkable Intentional Behaviors. Who do we hold accountable to Name That Tune? The American Psychiatric Association of course! It is TIME for these brothers to come out of the woodwork. Please don’t throw Ethics into the cesspool of Tar Sand. Why don’t we ask the psychiatric community and doctors why they don’t like the label NOS.

Oh No! I’m not talking about the pumped up caffeine drink. I’m talking about the special label stuck at the end of a diagnosis stipulating NOT OTHERWISE SPECIFIED.  Please don’t tell me the APA no longer use this label.  This 3 letter dragon-tail still remain on the chart of those who are diagnosed with all types of syndromes.  I want the Psychiatric Community to tell how this little dragon-tail of a label can impact the lives of so many people. Now our entire nation will be impacted.   What happens when WRONG is merged with RIGHT? We did not bridge the gap but we merge INTENTIONAL BEHAVIORS with UNINTENTIONAL BEHAVIORS. Consequences will be very grave for behaviors which have been IDENTIFIED as neurological disorders, behavioral disorders, or sensory processing disorders.  Our country has to come to grips with placing a square peg in a round hole. Where is the Ethics behind impulsive and INTENTIONAL destructive behavior?

For many years parents in the same position at one time or another like me sat in front of the Grand Tribunal. This panel of judges consisted of the School District, Superintendents, teachers, counselors, and principals.  A blueprint of education for each individual child was drawn up for children who fell into the category of Special Education or Behavioral Problems.  This plan was called an IEP (Individualized Educational Plan). Whenever our children acted out we had to prove that it was a manifestation of their behavior.  Should we have asked the President-Elect had his behavior manifested?  The first question asked by the Grand Tribunal, “Does Your Child Understand The Difference Between Right Or Wrong?”   Many of these plans fell through the cracks because they were not properly implemented by the teachers nor the school district because our children were MAJOR Budget Cuts.

Really! Our children did not make the AAA Districts shine. Our children education was eaten alive by excessive suspension and expulsion. “Ten days suspension does not constitute a change of placement.”  Our children were humiliated,  isolated, and not integrated but placed in separate self-contained schools, detention centers or prison.  This was not much of a CHOICE.  Yeah Right!.  Guess WHO did not understand the behaviors?  A whole system who were so-called educated failed to learn how our children learn.  Desperate measures were taken to avoid educating children with a different kind of processing or a different type of brain.  Do you really think that the children who are label disable would get a fair shake in life?   What was the real plan? This system was never broken. The system had never been fixed.

The Grand tribunal had another system in place.  Due Process was put in place for a child’s day in court.  Once DUE PROCESS was manipulated it would be used to keep children with disabilities out of the mainstream. The school district and their team of attorneys found a way to become Bullet Proof.  The School system brought their team on board to document our children as a violent and dangerous student. This would create an atmosphere of fear around your child. They would go get their high power attorneys to chew the clock on your child education by getting Temporary Restraining Orders (TRO) locking him/her out of mainstream education. Just remember to have your own team of a psychiatrist. Make sure you get the proper diagnosis.  “Papers Please!”  Tell those doctors to Name That Tune. NOS ain’t happening and always need to be SPECIFIED so you know what you are up against.

Is this what happens to the election? NOS snuck in from the back of the bus.  The school districts psychologist could not diagnose a donut. Every parent I came across I suggested they get an outside independent evaluation through a reputable hospital. Many of the psychologist and psychiatrist in the private sector worked for the school districts.  The cards will be stacked against the parents. DUE PROCESS can be rigged and violated. Where does your child go after being kicked out of his/her mainstream placement? Well since there aren’t many options opens the outcome does not look promising. Guess who will be incarcerated?  Our children leave home, go to school, get ousted, and end up in jail or worse, DEAD. N.O.S. has now been specified as one of the many issues in The New Jim Crow. Hope, Change, and Prayer was kicked to the curve. NOS. behaviors became more acceptable.  The truth vanished from sight and from the pages of the dictionary.  LIES became more acceptable. Discretion and paraphrasing vanished from our thoughts. Sounds very familiar.

It is absolutely devastating to sit here and reflect back on the many hours spent on developing IEP’S.  To make matters worse the President-Elect can ridicule our children/adults. It is not okay people. The rights of children who are classified as disabled will be segregated, isolated, shamed, humiliated, retaliated against. Children with a different type of processing and a unique type of brain were not be allowed to be integrated with the so-called normal behaviors.  Once again IEP’s weren’t implemented properly because of  IDP’S (Ignorant Divisive Plan) took over. The E for Education in the plan was removed to merge Intentional Behaviors forward so they could become the New Norm. Unintentional Behaviors were masked and were harder to recognize.   As a parent, I spent many hours having my son undergo numerous diagnostic testing just to get the proper diagnosis. I wanted to make sure NOS (Not Otherwise Specified) was not at the tailgate party of his diagnosis.  How credible is the APA?  Can a psychiatrist look a person in the eye and clearly give an accurate diagnosis and tell their patient the President-Elect has normal behavior?

Is this normal behavior? The First Lady-Elect isn’t moving to the Trump House with her son. What is wrong with this picture? A family not showing a United Front to the highest position in the land. Okay! Who got Dumped? I guess the new norm is leaving wifey behind to take care of the kid and remain to roam along in Hells Kitchen baking cookies.  Barefoot and Pregnant! Hell To The No No! What message does this send to Women in America? Don’t tell me women will be left with the message, I am Alpha Boss Hog and I rule STOMP THE YARD now featuring Trump Dog. Well, there you have it. He named his tune and the First Lady-Elect has her tune. OH, OH, OH she has a Ring on it but she has to live at Bling Towers with no King in it. Oh, Oh, Oh will this be the First Lady-elect to get a Sting on it?  What a way to start the day!

The dam burst and destroyed the flood-gates. The Gold Water Rule has shifted to Hippocratic Mud.  Can the APA (American Psychiatric Association) overlook the behavior of the President-Elect? Is it ethical to know a person can have such Dynamite behavior and have free range over a nation?   The American Psychiatric Association (APA) has become the new Tribunal of Ignorance is allowed. The question will take me back to the table where the old Tribunal ask the question, “Do Your child understand Right from Wrong?”  Our children do grow up. Grown-up indicates one has ceased learning.   The choice was made.  The question will be asked. Does the President-Elect understand RIGHT from WRONG? Did the President-Elect really want to be the leader of the Free World or did he just want to create a movement out of FEAR and HATRED? Oscar Wilde put a move on my heart. Two of his famous quotes will always linger in my thoughts. Wilde stated, “There are only two tragedies in life: One is getting what one wants and the other is getting it.”  Oscar second ride or die quote is, “The world is a stage but the play is badly cast.” My song is The Whole World Is A Stage. The song goes on to say everybody plays a part. The stage is set the curtain goes up. The theme is a broken heart. We as a nation must remember pain can be diminished and hearts can be mended. We must continue to move FORWARD.

At this moment please fast forward to The Truth About NLD And Who It can Resemble located in the May 2011 archive. NOS (NOT OTHERWISE SPECIFIED) has reared its head and is coming to a White House near you soon in 2017. The bar was dropped on the floor. President-Elect standards were set quite low. We as a nation can raise the bar through Diplomacy, Civility, but also standing firm on the beliefs that everything has not been stripped away.  Rolling over is not the answer. Hatred and Fear should not take the lead.  Crystal Ball and all of y’all I hear you loud and clear. Do not panic nor fret my dear.  I went to my vault of movies and I sat back in my easy chair, ate popcorn along with my Tazo Raspberry lemonade tea and watched Half Of A Yellow Sun. I listen to several tapes to keep me from going down Black Alley. One tape that really moved me was by Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie, We Should All Be Feminist.  Chimamanda is the author of Americanah. Take a load off and read.

It was time to reflect and respect what is still beautiful about our country. There is still an enormous amount of good in the roots of this country.   Stop for a moment and reflect on countries who had a pure dictatorship.  Uganda and Iraq understand oh too well.  How many wars are being fought as I write this story?   Take a peek at the wars that lasted for years and years.  There is no way out until each country and the tribal wars that exist within these counties decide their own fate.  How did these tribal wars survive? Reflect back on the Nigerian/Biafran War (1967-1970). We as a nation should not be reduced to turning against one another. We have lived our Civil War and we must move forward and prevent another war from breaking out. We must continue to stand as a United Nation.  What can be done to conserve the loss of our nation? Can we stay focus on the real prize?  Democracy has been placed in the HIGH-RISK column. What strategies can be used to keep the people in our nation from destroying everything they work so hard to achieve and each other?  Let us as a nation stay focus on getting out of the HIGH-RISK COLUMN and not become a commodity of slavery once again.

NOS is no longer NOT OTHERWISE SPECIFIED.  UNINTENTIONAL BEHAVIORS has a target on its back and wears an identification bracelet.  The coat of Polyurethane spray has worn off its high gloss finish of INTENTIONAL BEHAVIORS.  Masked behaviors can no longer hide under a coat of enhancement.  Our country will not be shellacked.  Democracy is not finished. NOS carries a spotlight of faulty perception. The Super Moon came out.  In the dark, the Super Moon reflection gave visibility to what is truly Specified.

At this time I like to give thanks to the many countries for coming to NLD Recognition. Canada came out and has hung out since I started this blog in January 2011. Thank you, Canada.  I want to give recognition to the following countries who have frequent this blog.  Continue to read and learn more:

United Kingdom

France

Netherland

South Korea

Czech Republic

New Zealand

El Salvador

Philippines

Finland

Myanmar (Burma)

India

Belgian

Pakistan

Hong Kong SAR

China

Greece

Singapore

Argentina

Poland

Malaysia

Saudi Arabia

Dominican Republic

El Salvador

Poland

Finland

Peru

Pakistan

Trinidad and Tobago

Reunion

Barbados

Bulgaria

Curacao

Papua New Guinea

Malta

Germany

Bangladesh

Venezuela

Jordan

Denmark

Chile

Honduras

Russia

Brazil

Spain

Italy

Australia

Sweden

New Zealand

European Union

Japan

Switzerland

Ecuador

South Africa

Mexico

Portugal

Belgium

Ireland

South Korea

Tanzania

Macedonia and many more.

 

To the United States, I want to give a big shout out for reading NLD Recognition. There is probably not one country on the list above whose Freedom has not been placed under top guns. NOS cleared the way and revealed itself. Every one of these countries had to figure out a way to regain and maintain their Freedom. It’s been a long time coming but Change is Gonna Come.  We know what our nation is up against. The Goldwater Rule is flooded.  Who will be held accountable and viewed through a shattered lens under the microscope for their unethical behavior for upholding inappropriate behaviors at its highest level of government? NOS_NOP.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Ears Have It!

All in favor say AYE. Eye! Sorry, the EARS Have it. How did that happen?  You were not listening. Listening in itself is a monumental skill.  But! No Buts! You had your back turned. As soon as the voice open up you could hear the Hater-Aid coming through. When your back was turned it gave the person on the other side a chance to not be judged harshly.  Visual contact is a monster. Once we see a person doesn’t quite fit the mold we quickly throw them to the wind without even giving the person a chance to fall on our deaf ears.  For real! Absolutely! There are many people who can’t judge a person and become very trusting of what they hear. Why? Well, there are some people who don’t explore the world around them. Information gathered from others can be taken as believable because the person or persons cannot hear the tone in their voice, read their facial expression, or decipher their body language.  Thank you for the information because I’m one of those people.  I knew it! I knew it! I just couldn’t put my finger on it.  Shall I continue? Do your thing Ellery Queen.

What is achieved scholastically is based on what is communicated through our speech, conversation, writing, words, DEBATES, talking, and vocabulary? Come on down front,  grab a plate of pot roast,  serve  yourself some buttered cornbread and just say plain old “Language.”  We need a big measuring cup to measure the Intelligence of nonverbal and verbal characteristic.  We tend to fall short by completely ignoring the nonverbal deficits which will brand the individual as troubled or as a problem. Language plays a big part in our daily lives. Competency of an individual is judged by their verbal proficiencies. You got your smooth talkers out there who appear to be more credible than the mumble jumble grammar makers and those who fall short on their vocabulary. The smooth talker could be just a smooth talker and have trouble with reading, spelling, and expressive language.  The same smooth talker can have problems in the areas of organization, attention, social understanding, anxiety and fear, nonverbal and spatial thinking, motor coordination, math, and handwriting.

So what is it we need to do? Understanding and giving Recognition to the Unrecognized is key. We got to make sure the right diagnosis is given.  Pay very close attention to what you hear and what is being said. Remember the Ears Have it. There is such an inadequate awareness of hidden causes to people who suffer from neurological disorders and are labeled behavior problems and emotionally disturbed.  You mean to tell me they are not. “NOT!”  I recently kept hearing the word “NOT” in a DEBATE. We will “NOT” get this confused with people who are UNINTELLIGENT with INTENTIONAL BEHAVIORS.  Based on what the Eyes saw and what the Ears heard, the Ears Have It. Why? What the people heard was a bunch of BS.  From the answers given was from an Emotionally Disturbed individual. In no way, shape, or form can he use this story against the Intelligent Individual. “NOT” even the part stating the smooth talker with strong verbal language proficiencies. How will you lock it down in this story? Simple! I saw her medical chart. It came from the HILL 🙂 either way. It indicated she was “NOT” a Behavior Problem, “NOT” Emotionally Disturbed, Mental Processing had no blemishes. Yes, I just violated the HIPAA  law. Well, Bill won’t mine he signed it in 1996. Okay! So this is what needs to be revealed about Unintentional Behaviors.

What I want Jay T, Robert, and the rest of  Kool and The Gang to know is for many years you guys compensated your non-verbal weakness and used language skills in its place which gave a false impression. To your teachers, it appeared to be no problems in your early years of schooling. As time went on it became obvious other problems raised their ugly head. The anxiety and fear kicked in and everyone started labeling you guys as behavior problems. See, you proved them all wrong. Yelp, it was said time and time again y’ all talk too much. I was fully aware you relied on speech to cope with relating to people socially, information gathering, and coping with anxiety.  The core problem that exists is gathering multiple pieces of information and pulling them together to form a single idea. Now it becomes a whole picture and all those pieces of information lock the puzzle together.

Resources are slim in the public and private sector. There are many doctors who never heard or have a clue about NLD Syndrome nor professionals in education,  A syndrome that was discovered back in the early part of 1970 was considered as low-incidence because someone dropped Miley Cyrus Wrecking Ball and failed to continue to test more individuals.   This is the first time you mentioned the name. People act as though this diagnosis is a death sentence. “NOT!” It was like being on the Voice. When my chair turned I knew the person standing in front of me behaviors could be explained. Whatever behaviors had been displayed and the audience reacted negatively to were UNINTENTIONAL. The Ears Have It! So listen carefully while the Eyes read it. Please take this time and cruise through the Archives of NLD Recognition. There is so much to learn and I promise you will not be left in a fog. Well, I know you made me feel a lot better about myself. I feel there is so much hope and people will begin to listen to me. Their Ears Have It. I will never forget what Dr. Monica Kurylo from the University of Kansas Medical Center gave me. She gave me a book by Jim Wooten named We Are All The Same. I will cherish that book for a lifetime. Dr. Albert Buddy Poje of the University of Kansas Medical Center was so instrumental in my life. He told me any behavior is Intentional unless proven otherwise. These are the Nu-Waves Physicians and their Ears Have It.

 

 

Shadows Of Intimidation__2016

The accumulation of accusation is a strategy used for degradation.

Don’t let it destroy your concentration.

The implication of falsification tells the story of the investigation.

Stay on the path of realization.

Beware! Shadows Of Intimidation

 

 

 

After all the complication, lies here’s your level of elevation.

Cooperation was a solution to a damaging situation.

Who wants to run the nation without any collaboration?

Provocation set off the mind who welcomes segregation.

Beware! Shadows Of Intimidation

 

 

 

From darkness rose the creation of pure abomination.

A soul hell-bent on the country’s total annihilation.

Participation is key to Democracy and salvation.

It’s TIME to forever banish the silhouette of world domination.

Beware! Shadows Of Intimidation

 

 

 

Who shall lead with dedication?

Who carries the sword and shield of determination?

Who will be the illumination which encompasses issues of immigration?

Who will wallow in denunciation, not understanding prioritization?

Beware! Shadows Of Intimidation

 

 

 

There will be a call for order and much-needed clarification.

A downhill spiral due to lack of preparation.

Strange, not one person received a TWEET or notification.

Blows are struck out of fear, hatred, and retaliation.

Beware! Shadows Of Intimidation

 

 

 

I watched through my lens with great anticipation

As the dark cloud passed I felt a weighted chain of condemnation.

It is verification of a wretched heart who can not make the transformation.

A tongue so vile spewed poison and drove ethnicity and diversity into isolation.

Beware! Shadows Of Intimidation

 

 

 

An arrow is shot into the air stained with indignation.

A ghostly image appears once again enraged demanding justification.

Lay to rest his mummified mind and senseless indoctrination.

To concede is to admit lack of common sense deprived of tremendous skills in education.

Beware! Shadows Of Intimidation

 

 

 

Rays of light dissipate under the moon terminating the hype and fascination.

The mirror cracked revealed through the lens of self-preservation and no obligation.

We observed the future world with no socialization or communication.

It stops on a dime, moves FORWARD, Let Freedom Ring through Emancipation.

Beware! Shadows Of Intimidation

 

Dedicated to: My Friend With The Yellow Pen (Tic-Tac), Sir Chris Matthews, Sir Chris Hayes, Sir Lawrence O’Donnell, Sir Steve Kornacki,  Sir Big Eddie (always will be a Knight), and every Knight and every Joan of Arc who sits at the Knights of The Round Table of MSNBC.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hell To The No! No!

One of my favorite stories is Where Is Your Sense of Normal.  I have a gut feeling when this story is completed it will be among my favorites. I promised my granddaughter I would keep it brief and drive a stake through the heart of my point.  Reflecting back, I remember when folks on the opposite end of the spectrum wouldn’t use the word lie or call a person out as a liar. Well, the world demonstrated Top Guns of liars and behaviors that manifested with our highest ranking government officials and presidential contenders.  The new word in Mr. Rogers neighborhood is Tyranny or Tyrannical. These two words will run the gamut of Suicide By Corporation to Suicide by Government. It is all about Accountability. There is a greater story to be told. Several main ingredients have been overlooked.

Before you clock into work or pull the lever down on election day think about how your days will begin or end. Think about how the next store manager or next presidential contender will affect your life. How much quality of life will you have left to call your own? Do you really want the next store manager or the next president to be cruel, unpredictable, unreasonable, irrational, an oppressive dictator, ruthless and shows no mercy? Do you want to live in a world where tyrants rule and hold true to their heart the philosophy of ” Let Them Hate So Long As They Fear and “I Have The Right To Do Anything To Anybody.”  You are now sitting at the table and partying with the number 1 tyrant and 3rd Emperor of Rome, CALIGULA.  Humiliation was Caligula strength. As you listen to the contender’s speech you will hear him speak of Humiliation. This contender constantly Humiliates his opponents.  When hearing the words, “I Am Your Voice”  my mind went into the mode of Hell To The No! No!  A voice rose from the ashes and said: “I know the system and I along can fix it.” Well, Caligula did too. He won the hearts of the people and paid them off. Caligula won the trust of his special OMEGA Military Death Squad and paid them off.  Promise the Senate there would be no more treason against them. Yeah, Right! Every party must come to an end. Guest What! Caligula turned on everybody, trusted no one, and killed At-Will and it wasn’t in Good Faith.  Caligula changes the way Rome would be ruled forever. He wanted to be a God and worshiped as a God at the moment in time of his life.  Caligula life ended in a Blood Bath. The pain and suffering of the people, senate, and the high-ranking officials were forced to kill him.  Do you really think the contender wants to be President or God? Hell To The No! No! It ain’t happening in this life.

Many associates have lived through the first half of oppression and dictatorship with one of the largest corporation in the World, Walmart. On July 20th, 2016 our store manager stood in front of the morning meeting and announced he would be leaving the store. Randall Addison would be exploring other opportunities. Yeah, Right! Our store lost faith in Walmart’s system. Addison had adopted the policies of Caligula. “Let Them Hate So Long As They Fear” and “I Have The Right To Do Anything To Anybody.” Addison had been marched to the guillotine but no blade was placed into the machine. Randall Addison was taken in front of a firing squad many times but the guns never had ammunition. The reason could have been a rocket cart of ammunition sat next to a pallet of Federal Ammunition for 3 days in the back hallway across from the store managers office. Finally, the small shell bullets were put away. As far as the pallet of Federal Ammunition when I left on Saturday 23rd, 2016 someone had taken the time to pull the pallet of ammunition in a corner to the left of the time clock. That pallet has remained in the back hall for over a week. The Vice-President of Regional had made a store visit in the same time frame. I wonder if they notice that pallet of ammunition sitting on the floor. Wow! Talking about a violation.  Managers have been demoted for leaving pallets on the floor.  Associates are coached for petty mistakes.  It all depends on what is important to Walmart Corporation and what is in plain view.  A store manager who failed the store and failed the associates BIG TIME. No One Can Exceed Expectation or Evolve when constantly set up for failure.  It has been a long hard journey in an extreme, abusive, and hostile environment.  The associates were beaten down and mentally raped.  To keep these violations from ever happening again take the following steps:

1.) call 1-800-ethics

2.) contact Marlin Banks-(913) 268-7904 (HR)

3.) contact Gerald Hendrickson(913) 268-7904 (-) Market, Manager

4.) Delinda Davis-Regional HR

If this process works for you, Cool! The associates can also go outside the system and get in touch with Human Rights Commission, EEOC, and FEPA or get an Employment Attorney.

A similar process was used by the associates calling on their Market Team to solve the problems at store #1802 Winemaker Road, Topeka Ks. Randall Addison was given the opportunity to explore other areas and landed on the doorstep of store #2857 Boardwalk Square, Kansas City Mo. in the year of our Lord 2012.

It is not over.  When you do not take a stand you will endorse everything and anybody. Do not peep through the holes of an armor and live in the Shadows of Intimidation. Hell To The No! No! Dismount and hold Walmart Corporation Accountable. The shield you wear is to protect your rights. As the changing of the guards take place to keep the guards that will help the progressiveness of policy, pay-raises, promotions and that which will move Walmart Corporation Forward. If Walmart Corporation refuses to move Forward, exit stage left Snagapus.  The associates can no longer be held hostage and can not thrive in an atmosphere induce by Hatred and Fear. Hell To The No! No!

An extra measure has been taken. I will continue to file against the assistant manager and Co-manager who followed the directives of a failed manager, Randall Addison. I have sent letters to CEO of Walmart, Doug McMillon and everybody I could think of. I will not pull the lever down and sit at the table and party with the Caligula’s of the world. Hell To The No! No!. I will no longer be placed in a strategic position by Walmart Corporation and let them blame me and other associates for a job when they failed to hire more people and provide the necessary tools to help us be successful. Moving Forward and taking a stand today and forever more We The People pay great homage to Hell To the No! No!  The associates of Walmart will no longer be forced into a SUICIDE POSITION. Hell To The No! No! Pull the lever there is another way out.

 

Dedicated to Hillary Clinton, former Secretary Of State and future President of the United States, US Senator Tim Kaine of  Virginia, future Vice-President of the US and The Democratic National Convention

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Wind Beneath My What!

Nanna Boo Who, Guess who’s here. Oh My God. Get on in here!   Let Nanna’s age-old eyes peep at you. I can’t believe what a fine young lady you have become. My Grand-baby has really shot up from a string bean to a luscious young sweet potato. Nanna Boo Who isn’t that supposed to be OMG! No, whose writing this story. Okay! What brings you to my neck of the hood. Nanna, can’t you say the neck of your woods? Nanna could say a lot of things but the last time I did your mother got a whiff of what Mr. Roger’s taught in his neighborhood when he got pissed off.  Don’t you go saying the word pissed off to your MaMa? Grandma! Oh, Lawd! What did I say wrong? What did I forget? Whenever you call me out as Grandma instead of Nanna Boo Who something has gone south. Did you forget my birthday?  Child If Nanna forgets anything it would not be your birthday. I forgot my WordPress password and the support was wonderful. It has been so long since I had a new password. Thank You, WordPress! 🙂 Give Credit Where Credit is Due.

I went to your favorite website, Etsy.com to buy you a gift. As you say, “Dare to be different and Dare to own it.” Who taught me that? The one and only Nanna Boo Who. I would have loved if you baked my favorite German Chocolate Cake. Well, I did better than that. I ordered you a cake from Dean and Deluca. Nanna, you are all over the grid. Sho-Nuff!  I would have gotten the cake from Yummly.com but they were fresh out. Baby girl  I really appreciate you standing there with those big pretty hazel eyes and saying to Nanna, “It would taste better if you baked it.”  First, Nanna Boo Who there will be more TIME for your days to get things done that you need to get done. Second, I’m so glad and proud I can come over here and talk to you about things that are happening in my life.  Third, Nanna Boo Who, thank you for teaching me the Ist, 2nd, and 3rd rule to help organize my thoughts. The greatest gift shared is you accepting me and still being able to communicate with me as if you were my age. 🙂 Nope! Nope! I don’t want to be that age again.

So my Grand-baby is Sweet Sixteen. Girl, you are getting old. Step up here and give me a big hug and kiss. What do those little ears and big mind want to learn today? Nanna Boo Who,  what is your spin on the song Wind Beneath My Wings?  I never did like that song. Maybe I got the wrong meaning but that song rubs me the wrong way. As women growing up we weren’t taught to dream or nurture the thoughts of our ambitions.  Nanna, I thought you were going to say back in the day. No, I like being in the day, with the moment being now, and moving FORWARD.  I really hate those Uncle Lawrence stories. This is a new era and I want to see my granddaughter stand on her own two feet and not be under someones D*** wing. Sorry about that baby girl. That was a slip of the lip. Now when you go home make sure you don’t trip and use that word because your MaMa will flip the script.

There’s no boogeyman in the closet.  You can dream and shoot for becoming the next female President. You can become Lady Braveheart of Massachusetts like Senator Elizabeth Warren, or First Lady Michelle Obama (Queen Guinevere of 2016) who took her husband place when he leaves office. What a dream!  There are so many doors opening and the struggle has been horrendous for women. Baby-girl it is so many women out there who are Stumping and Trumping the yard with such greatness. Grandma, you forgot that I don’t dream. No, I didn’t. There is no need to call Iyanla Vanzant to fix your life.  How will I work around imagining my greatness?  The same way we have always worked with your unique abilities. We will point it out, pour on the concrete ideas. It gets even better. We will StumbleUpon new ideas, FaceBook it to your friends. I don’t have many friends. It is a new day of communication and being on the Grid will help.  If you are not comfortable, there is a way to monitor any strange comment by blocking or de-friending.  Also, clean out your profile. Tweet out your ideas or face-off with SnapChap. We can build the biggest collage of your dreams on Pinterest and Instagram.  Apple laid the groundwork for a new way of educating children/adults.  You know Nanna Boo Who got your back. I must continue to keep up so I can leave the doors of communication open. Nanna Boo Who thank you for continuing to learn and grow with me. I see your white hair but I can’t ever see you growing old. That is what modern technology does for the soul.

Baby girl we have a contender who thinks he is Julius Caesar. We all know how that history lesson ended. Someone needs to Tweet to this guy and tell him he is not the dressing on the salad.  Mr. Cesspool of Intentional Behaviors is straight up berserk for ever thinking he can become the President of the United States. This is his dream but for his constituents, it is a real nightmare.  He Tweets all the time. Just think of all the people under the wing of this guy. Concretely he would rule all, incarcerate common sense, banish dreams and reasonable ideas forever. Maybe I got the song Wind Beneath My Wings Wrong. For you, on your birthday I always want you to DREAM the way we have taught you using all the tools available to help you become successful. Grandma never wants you to become the backup generator for another person dreams.  Grandma doesn’t play that energize bunny Sh**. You are allowed to have and be motivated by your own dreams concretely or not.  Society tends to crush dreams and want people to settle for mediocre things. As long as you have breath in your body you will play more than one role in life.  Speaking of Wings, Nanna Boo Who did throw down your favorite dish. Guess! By the way, I did not forget the Louisiana Hot sauce. Happy Birthday, Baby Girl!

 

 

 

Ignorance Is Not Allowed

It is about the safety of our nation and waking up in a world where you feel your life, your children live, and the many lives that come after being put into the hands of a World Leader who is a true Organizer. The Leader of the Free World rocked his  2 terms (8 years) legacy with high power executive functions, and his Fluid Intelligence is off the Richter scale.    The  Commander and Chief who is head of the Executive Branch surrounded himself with a remarkable team of Do Something people who moved our nation FORWARD and has continued to help our nation evolve. I like to take you back to the character trait of Fluid Intelligence.  It is practical, hands-on intelligence; how well a person “thinks on his or her feet”; how quickly and how competently a person process and utilizes the information at his or her disposal.

May Day Baby! How well was the situation handled in keeping our nation safe from the mastermind behind the September 11 terrorist attack?  Just to remind you there have been many decisions made but not hastily or impulsively to keep the communication lines open to World Leaders so they would not become RATTLED.  Intelligent decisions were made.  The flow of knowledge did not RATTLE these World Leaders.  Yup! We can no longer IG-NOR the RANT.  Working with IGNORANT people or future IGNORANT Contenders is quite disturbing. Knowledgeable people pose a threat but IGNORANT people are deadly.

Who do you know has graduated from their class as summa-cum-IGNORANT? Parents do not work two or three jobs and make sacrifices to put their children through a college or university for their son/daughter to return home from the chain of IGNORANCE. As the world evolves, mankind search for greater knowledge through Artificial Intelligence, not through Artificial Ignorance. I strongly agree with Joy-Ann Reid statement of Trump being fake but there is no intelligence behind his action what-so-ever. Not only that, this contender does not possess any of the above character traits to run the nation or keep our nation safe.  Nan Aron, the Do-Nothing Congress has fallen in line behind the most IGNORANT talk show contender of all time. The guy name Cecil, I mean Cecil Guy missed the IGNORANT EXPERIENCES. To our World Leaders don’t be RATTLED. This is how it began.

First, it was talk show host trash then but it is reality trash talk now with the exception of this trash wants to run our nation. There was Wally George of Hot Seat; Tom Metzger of Race and Reason: Morton Downing Jr. of Morton Downing Jr. Show that set the stage for pure IGNORANCE and VIOLENCE and elevated the power of IGNORANCE. Wally George had this strange hairdo. I recall watching the show where Lance LaCour calls Wally George a Liberal. Whew! This is definitely a YouTube moment. It will also help Guy Cecil run other tapes and actually hear Wally George say the words, “Get Out Of Here.” Who does this remind you of?  It was Morton Downing Jr. who failed to apologize to the Asian Community which leads to Morton’s demise.  Guess who replaced Morton Downing Jr.?  Rush Limbaugh!  We listened to 20 years of pure bona fide IGNORANCE from Rush.  We can not run the risk of putting our nation and we the people in the hand of Artificial IGNORANCE.

Nobody wants to admit they watched trash TV.  One side of the spectrum watched As The World Turn; Search For Tomorrow; All My Children; General Hospital; Guiding Light; and Days Of Our Lives. This was a great escape or another option for living in a fantasy world and not drinking or gambling your problems away. The other end of the spectrum watch the Shock Jocks, Howard Stern and Rick Dees come in and tear apart the trash talk show hosts.  Rick Dees and Wally George went after each others jugular vein all the time.

Ignorance increase it flows to the brain by sitting in front of the TV all day watching whatever did not make us smart nor increase our intelligence. As time passed and your life crumbled around you, so did your knowledge. Ones Fluid Intelligence was like a Candle In The Wind. More and more trash TV, trash reality shows, trash media came into play and celebrated the INTENTIONAL BEHAVIORS of trash Contenders. So to all the Worlds Leaders do not be RATTLED.  If the Contenders do not possess the character traits of The Leader of the Free World in this Day and Moment in TIME just know Ignorance Is Not Allowed.