Trouble Don’t Last Always___TM

The prosecution rests their case. As a mother, I will never rest my case until people understand and learn how INTENTIONAL vs UNINTENTIONAL BEHAVIOR works and the mindset behind it. I guess this will be a long saga for me. I will remain the gate-keeper, grand guardian, and trusted adult. Did GZ say he was ADD? He needs to update himself. GZ stepped over to my side of the chart. I do not play when it comes to my territory. I want the TRUTH, THE WHOLE TRUTH, and NOTHING BUT THE BUTT-NAKED TRUTH. So help me, LORD! GZ crossed the line and the FLIP SIDE of the CHART. His A… is MINE. Anyone who ever read my stories or my TWEETS will find out today why I rhyme. It is not because I’m a rapper like MISSY ELLIOT, EVE, or QUEEN LATIFAH.

You think GZ can get away with being ADD/ADHD or trying to blame it on this disorder. The term ADD has outlived its use and ADHD is the new roof up in the house on the DSM. You think GZ would know that. Please don’t go blaming it on too much sugar. The cause of ADHD is unknown and not curable. What is this BS? Are we paying ATTENTION? This is a neurobehavioral developmental disorder whose symptoms occur anywhere from age 3 to 7 years of age and can carry on into adulthood. It is not classified as a neurological disease. I hope parents are paying attention. I’m talking about school age kids, young adults, and grownups. It is classified as Oppositional Defiant Behavior, conduct disorder, and having anti-social behaviors. This is the label hung around the necks of children/adults who are diagnosed with ADHD. YE-AH! BD or behavior disorder is the luggage ADHD are now packing. How do children or adults pay attention when they are all over the place and can’t remain in their seat? Even if one appears to be quiet, doesn’t appear to be talkative, and have less disruptive behavior they can be overlooked. It doesn’t mean they are paying attention. This is how ADHD is misdiagnosed or missed. Does anyone else in GZ family have this disorder?

Sometimes people with tics disorders, learning disabilities, behavior disorders, and depression confuse it with ADHD. It’s all good because sometimes they are riding the same bicycle together. They will switch up and put on their skateboard. This particular disorder rolls with other developmental problems. ADHD can hop on your HARLEY DAVIDSON. It can ride around and roll with other psychiatric diagnoses which can co-exist with ADHD. This will include bi-polar (extreme mood swings which go from mania (an extremely high elevated mood) to burnt popcorn/depression in a short TIME zone; oppositional defiant disorder (too d… stubborn or rebellious, argue with adults and refuse to obey rules); conduct disorder (lie, steal, fight, bully, destroy property, carry or use a weapon and at a higher risk of using illegal substances). Check this out! People who are labeled as conduct disorder are at greater risk of getting in trouble at school or with the police. Let’s not leave out ANXIETY (worry, nervousness, excessive uneasiness, heebie-jeebies, compulsive, irresistible urge and just couldn’t resist); and DEPRESSION (severe despondency, sad, low spirit, hopelessness, in a slump and mournful). OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder-anxiety, repetitive behavior, intrusive thoughts, paranoid behavior) believed to share a genetic component and many characteristics of ADHD.

We know the S on SUPERMAN chest meant HOPE. Although back on earth my girl LOIS LANE had to explain to SUPERMAN it was an S. What did the S on GZ chest stand for? STALKING! What planet does GZ think we are from? Coming from the FLIP SIDE OF THE CHART you get a clearer and a WHOLE PICTURE of GZ MENTAL PROCESSING.

Which brings me to this question? How in the fock you are down with the police, all up in their KOOL-AID, and you are ADHD. If you are sporting oppositional defiant disorder or considered as a behavior problem (BD) you are not rolling with the PO PO. This individual feels the police do not understand their behavior and view the police as untrustworthy, corrupt, and will lock your A… up. It doesn’t add up with ADHD whose behavior will work against them. Whose interest is GZ protecting? Is GZ working the opposite side of the spectrum? What role is GZ playing? Didn’t SANDFORD POLICE DEPARTMENT have a poor history of race relation? Was GZ the NEIGHBORHOOD SNITCH instead of the NEIGHBORHOOD WATCHMAN? WHO is ZOOMING WHO? Who has the most to lose? Is it TIME for the police department’s dirty laundry to get cleaned. Who wanted to be a policeman? WHAT!

The detective gets on the stand and validates GZ’s INTENTIONAL BEHAVIOR. Well, look-a-here! Look-a-here! What happens to all the people who are diagnosed with NEUROLOGICAL UNINTENTIONAL DISABILITIES? This behavior would not be understood and you better have a lot of documentation at the TIME of your court date. With a detective like my man on GZ case, you’re going down and going to jail. Does this detective have any type of psychological training? How many years? Some detective, hey! He didn’t detect GZ problems or he would have never made that dumb A… statement. Does this detective have something to hide? Now you can understand why our jails are filling up with people who have disabilities. These brothers need intense training. It starts at home. Parents need to take responsibility, learn, and address their children problems. This will help diminish the incarceration and death of children or adults who are being wrongfully imprisoned. Prisons are not MENTAL HOSPITALS nor TRIAGE FACILITIES for individuals who are disabled.

Which brings me to another question? Let’s pretend we are in ARIZONA. PAPER PLEASE! I hope GZ got his paperwork in order and has all of his psychological evaluations done throughout his ADHD life. He stated he was ADD so I take it he was diagnosed early. Most adults have no clue and are diagnosed at a later date. What made him get diagnosed? Was he recently diagnosed because of TM’s death to back up his ADHD comment? Had GZ had problems before? Did his neighbors complain? Apparently, GZ was the policeman special kind of friend. Was the police aware at anytime GZ was ADHD? He made a lot of trips to the police station. Did this ever raise a RED FLAG with the police or any of GZ friends? Was GZ boat (MIND) attached to the rope on the dock and his thoughts put him in total shock (his mind is not secure)? What does his school records indicate? He tried to drum up TM school records, TM behavior, and TM FACEBOOK page.

ADHD evaluation is a 6 month or more process to get some real results up in the house. The trial is moving forward and that is a lot of information GZ would have to gather up in such a shot TIME span. Parents if you suspect your child has any type of problem. Please seek out help and get an independent evaluation from a licensed facility with licensed doctors. This isn’t for schools years but for the years ahead in your child’s now adult life. See how SH.. can happen. The greatest hurt for me is to see TM’s mother defending her son’s LIFE and behavior in TIME of his DEATH, not his breath of LIFE today. It is very sad for TM’s mother, many parents, and family members like her have to defend and advocate for the DEATH of their CHILDREN in order for our nation to learn the LESSON on gun violence. Sandy Hook and the many lives of children taken so soon and TOO YOUNG TO DIE and LOST TO GUNFIRE TYTD is HORRIFIC. From my heart to your heart a BIG SHOUT OUT to MSNBC for CARING and PAYING ATTENTION. THANK YOU.

Good Lord! Was GZ on medication? Has GZ ever taken or was prescribed ADDERALL, ADDERALL XR, CONCERTA, DAYTRANA, DESOXYN, DEXEDRINE, DEXTROSTAT, FOCALIN, FOCALIN XR, METADATE ER, METADATE CD, METHYLIN, RITALIN, RITALIN SR, RITALIN LA, STRATTERA, VYVANSE? What is the side effect of these drugs? How long can a person with ADHD take them? Has anyone seen any of these drugs lying around GZ house? Mr. COOL HAND LUKE got to be taking some sort of medication to sustain his behavior in the courtroom. Is GZ taking medication during this court procedure? Is GZ under a physician care? If not, where is GZ getting his meds from or any substance to help control his attention and behavior? Does he drink? How much? This reminds me of the movie FLIGHT but DENZEL WASHINGTON was more convincing. GZ is trying to take FLIGHT but his lies and inconsistent behavior are going nowhere.

Here are some of the question I would be asking. At what age was GZ diagnosed? Did the behavior GZ displayed last for a period of 6 months or more? Was GZ behavior observed by a licensed psychiatrist or a licensed mental health facility? Has GZ ever taken any of the following drugs listed above? Was GZ a premature baby? Did his mother drink during her pregnancy or smoke? Does GZ father have any types of behavior problems or ADHD? You got to get a family history, medical history, and psychological history. What does GZ take if he goes off medication? Are stimulates safe for an extended period of TIME? Can any of the non-stimulate drugs cause suicidal tendencies? Does GZ have problems sleeping? Did GZ drink or has been known to take any other narcotics? Did GZ take any medication that night or have anything to drink? Is there a problem with GZ’s appetite? Has there been any weight gain or weight loss? Why? Is this weight gain or weight loss due to medication or overeating? I notice GZ has picked up some weight since last year. Did GZ need to get his papers in order to cover up the loop-hole for making the statement he was ADD?

Does GZ suffer from any cardiovascular disease? He could be at a greater risk of stroke, heart attack and drop dead death. Would this impair GZ struggle in the fight against TM and prevent him from using his gun? What makes GZ forget? Has GZ suffered any TIA’s(mini strokes) which can cause confusion briefly? What happens to the bushes? There is some confusion in this story. Has GZ ever told anyone he hears voices? Does GZ hallucinate? I wonder if GZ ever had any scans on his brain?

What encompasses ADHD? You would have a problem staying focus, paying attention, difficulty controlling behavior, and being overactive or hyper. These are key behaviors of ADHD. Many children may display some of these behaviors. Once you add Habanero peppers to the mix of the behavior it will kick out more unwanted, reckless A… ACT before one THINK behaviors. The person is more impulsive and does not understand the cause nor effect this would have on his/her behaviors nor the consequences that will come along with the package. So it is not PLANNED or PREMEDITATED. GZ stated he was scared and afraid. Strange! The biggest inconsistency for me was GZ FEAR STATEMENT and the way he behaved. Who was behind the wheel of the car? Who was following or stalking? What was he THINKING? GZ had TIME to THINK behind the wheel of his car. GZ mind was not a BLANK SLATE. How many TIMES had GZ taken this route and PLANNED what to do with a person if felt they did not belong in his neighborhood? He was very familiar with his environment. The more you interact with your environment and the more information you gather the better you are at resolving the conflict. He was not ISOLATED from his environment. GZ knew what to do, how to act, learn the rules, and learn the appropriateness of one’s behavior. Was there a set TIME for GZ to make his move? What was GZ planning and plotting behind the wheel of his vehicle? The wheels on the bus ain’t going round and round. I am not buying the ADHD diagnosis. Unless he is so heavily medicated it has masked his disability.

When you ACT BEFORE YOU THINK you are not riding around with the FEAR FACTOR? Impulsive behaviors do not realize the FEAR FACTOR nor death may be the final consequences of their actions. Impulsive behavior does not understand the domino effect nor the impact their action will have on another love one’s life if their action cost them their LIFE or someone else’s LIFE. Impulsive Behavior is a BLURTER. They blurt out their emotions never realizing it can hurt someone’s feelings never realizing the consequences of what they say can cause so much damage. They are very impatient and feel the need to act without realizing the consequences. If they did they would THINK BEFORE THEY ACT. This is not PLANNED, ORGANIZE, or PREMEDITATED. It is purely UNINTENTIONAL BEHAVIOR. Bottom line you need evidence and papers to prove it. Keep PAPER PLEASE UPDATED. This is a major shout out to PARENTS.


GZ wasn’t distracted when he was pursuing TM. He didn’t seem to miss giving details to the police and SHAWN HANNITY. He said he forgets information but he gave out a lot of information to the media. TM was GZ target. GZ did not switch back and forth to another activity trying to avoid the situation. He was focused on TM and he stayed focus. Did GZ get bored with pursuing ™ after a few minutes of stalking him? Unless GZ was doing something he really enjoyed doing he would hang with the program. I supposed GZ enjoyed playing TOP COP.

A person diagnosed with ADHD gets bored. Look out! You have to find a way to hold their interest. Teaching becomes a major job. You have to do a song and dance act. That is correct, an even RHYME. It is a major teaching tool for the little NANA WHO BOOS (grandchildren) and their mother my daughter. This is why I put the little … on the words because they are still trying to figure them out. I give them a list of words that start with the same letter of my connect the dot word. They are pretty smart and they realize the words in the column just don’t add up. If my story is too long I tell them to read only half and read the other half in a few hours. If it is someone in the story they don’t like it will not get read. It will become “tell us NANNIE from your mouth” story. To all the HATERS who Hate me writing in CAPS, it is used as a teaching tool for my son who is diagnosed with NLD so his voice can fluctuate back and forth and not sound MONOTONE all the D..n TIME. As far as my little NANA WHO BOO, she becomes unglued when all the letters are small. It breaks the monotony in her reading. Look out! When Jesus spoke in the NEW TESTAMENT it was written in all RED. In the OLD TESTAMENT “LORD” was in all caps. What are you reading? It’s probably is a PLAYBOY MAGAZINE. Hey, and it is all NAKED.

This brings me to the A GZ got in his class. Did he follow the teacher’s instructions? Was GZ an organized student? Did he arrived to class on TIME and complete his assignments? Was GZ in the habit of missing classes or being late for class? Did he come prepared with paper and notebook in his hand? He must really like collecting all that information and riding around with the police to figure out a way to bring down his victim. Some organizer! Did he help organize his DEFENSE fund? What a PLANNER? Was GZ very attentive and could follow through with the assignment when his instructor gave direction? Flip the chart over and ADHD definitely can’t do this. They have problems with EXECUTIVE FUNCTION and I am not talking about the PRESIDENT. This BROTHER GOT SKILLS! EXECUTIVE FUNCTIONS is cognitive processing (planning, working memory, attention, problem solving, verbal reasoning, mental flexibility, task switching). It is how your brains learn and process information producing and understanding language. It zeros in on reasoning, problem-solving skills, and your decision-making process. Well, GZ got an F in all of those classes. TM would be alive if GZ got an A in those CLASSES. How can you be the NEIGHBORHOOD WATCH if you lack the ability to reason, problem solve, and make the right decision? GZ couldn’t watch nothing for me. WHEW!

Strange! My daughter and the little NANA WHO BOOs will avoid any task that will tax their brain. Thank god for IPAD and all the different NOTEBOOKS that are now accessible to children and adults. Going to school was a task for my daughter. It is a greater task for my grandchildren. It sure makes the job so much easier and learning is a navigational playbook. Just think if one of the NANA WHO BOOs had TOURETTE SYNDROME they would know what the dots are. WOW! Whatever GZ is taking it has his behavior on lockdown and it is definitely working. Flip the chart over and GZ look more ATTENTIVE than INATTENTIVE. Okay, my daughter and the grandchildren don’t take medication. It is called WORK WITH ME PROGRAM. Teach me STRATEGIES and COPING SKILLS. So when the NANA WHO BOOs become frustrated and unglued they are not given a PILL so they can go outside and play or socialize. Get the HELL a GRIP! What the Fock!

GZ looks pretty good when he makes his court appearance. I don’t see him squirming in his seat nor his hands having involuntary movement. He has remained seated and has been very attentive. He has not displayed any behavior that would lead one to believe he has a tic disorder. His body does not appear to have the FOLLOW THE BOUNCING BALL SYNDROME. I would love to see him testify. I wonder how fast he would become unglued? Anybody got a PEE CUP? Flip the chart over and it doesn’t look like GZ has displayed any HYPERACTIVITY symptoms.

Has GZ blurted out or interrupted any of the people who have interviewed him? He did a good job of waiting his turn to speak. I didn’t see him cut anybody off at the path. He got skills. He can teach Bill O’Reilly how to act and stop interrupting people. Flip the chart over and GZ doesn’t look too IMPULSIVE.

Maybe after this story is release you may see some changes in GZ’s behavior. Right about now it rules out his ADHD. I just can’t see the behavior. So targeting TM was GZ main FOCUS. ADHD cannot stay FOCUS unless a doctor has designed a program setting specific goals for therapy and treatment. Are parents willing to go the BUTT-NAKED mile, educate themselves, get evaluations, work with licensed facilities or license psychiatrists? Medication is an option. Depending on the severity of GZ’s conditions, medication would be an option followed by consistent visits to the doctor for checkups and monitoring the medication. ADHD is a long-term BABY and if it goes untreated it can lead to drug and alcohol abuse, failure in school, problems maintaining a job, and it will keep you in trouble with the PO PO.


Secret agent RA-RA I counted over 75 GZ’s and only 8 TMs. I would have loved to had more TMs but GZ did not give me the opportunity. TOO YOUNG TO DIE AND LOST TO GUNFIRE. TYTD

To the MARTIN FAMILY, TM’s MOTHER, TM’s FATHER, TM’s BROTHER and all the people who loved TM my prayers are with you. RACHEL JENTEL holds your head up. You did a good job. TROUBLE DON’T LAST ALWAYS___TM

9 comments on “Trouble Don’t Last Always___TM

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    the question of the day: how can you be on neighborhood watch with the past like GZ? anyways i thought the neighborhood watch was to watch and snitch, not to be a judge, jury or executor like the Jude Dredd or the Punisher. if GZ was truly ADHD he would had a hard time focusing on the Lone Ranger and remember that the ranger brought people to justice and not execute them on the spot. wow GZ needed to lay off the Clint Eastwood Dirty Harry movies and John Wayne. Sense when it is okay to have a Shoot out at the Ok Coral with a minor who was armed with a bag of skittles, a cell phone, and a tea. course i didn’t get that email. even bounty hunters know their limits to use force to subdue a person that is not corporative. just saying.

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